I hate everyone except for a few people. If it werent for him, I would try to dissapear. I want to go. I wnt to leave. I want to slit my wrists. I want to end this. Take my mind offf shit for awhile. I want to go away. In a way I want all this. But I dont becsue I have him.
I want to fucking leave.

Everybody who reads this please ask me three intersting questions-funny or serious-and post them. I shall reply.

When i kill myself i'll...


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I got movies today
Halloween.
The Cell.
Night of the Living Dead.
It.

My boss still hasnt called me back to tell me my work schedule.
I want to go to Washington.
I am so glad we have no school.

ANDRIENNE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ILL GET YOU FOR THIS ADRIENNE!

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♥I have to work today. Crazy thing is, I actually like it. Butr I miss Ricky when Iim there./ You know I also miss? Hilary and Adrienne. I need to hang out with them both...because I love them and havent exactly gotten together with either of them for what seems like awhile...ADRIENNE WE NEED TO HANG OUT BEFORE WEDNESDAY! and HILARY WE NEED TO ( Read more... )

I'm a horrible person. I dont deserve a lot of what I have. Wy do people even like me or put up with me? I'm horrible.
Im sorry everybody.

A Cry For Help
Somone help me
I need to be put back together
I need to be remembered
I want to be repliinished
I want to be repainted
Replastered, and resewn.
Someone just help save me
Someone lift me up
Someone help me stand again
Help me reach above.

I'm buried in this grave
The one that was self-made.