18 April 2000 ( Read more... )

Seeing one side and the other.
Placing the blame on everyone.
Living two lives, two hearts, two souls.
Into the future, is where my split life goes.
Take me away.

Inside my body, caos takes over.
Never ceasing, never ceasing.

Time will never heal this pain.
When the sun sets for it's last time, my emotions will still be torn in two.
Oh, please...I just want ( Read more... )

It's there.
This feeling that won't go away.
It's there.
This emotion that's gone astray.
And it's there.
This broken, shattered heart.

Can someone come and wipe away these tears?
They've been here through all my years.
Can someone come and help me with this pain?
Sheild me from the peices of my heart when it rains.
Can you help me?

This hurt ( Read more... )

The music flows through her. It's journey flows through her wondering mind, down her back, coursing through her body. Her skin viberates with it's rythem. Finally, it hits her heart ( Read more... )

The tiny little beats start in my forhead ( Read more... )

Enough booze to drink for days...
---$200.00.
Trash bags needed to clean up...
---$3.50.
Waking up the next morning with a hang over, your mother looming over you with two stray beer bottles, and all the evidence in the trash can outsid because you were too shitfaced to think of anything else...
---Priceless.

My heart beats ( Read more... )

behind
away
lost
today

seeking
the truth
finding
i lose

as i am turning
towards the sound
i look in his eyes
and my life crashes down

Screeeeech ( Read more... )

She sits and waits.
For the world to end?
For God to appear?
For her soul to come back to her?

She lays down and dreams.
For her first big break?
For the music to flow into her?
For her heart to come back to her?

She walks and is unnoticed.

She runs and is pushed aside.

She sprints and is unsuccessful.

So she sits and waits.