Why Jin? Why?
I'm DEVASTATED!
Now that I've read the post of Jin officially leaving KAT-TUN, I am really in an emotional turmoil.
I dunno, I somehow felt this coming because of Jin's actions for the past 2-3 years....but, I always hoped for this to not come true. Seriously!
I've read the comments which have various reactions, I can't blame them for feeling such though.
Moving on, I sincerely want Jin to become successful, say even on his solo activities abroad as he so dreams for. Everyone says, that people change and things change so alright- Jin changed and so are things around him! I'm really trying to put it in my mind but THE HEll! I can't!
The news just came at a certain time when the group is supposed to be reaching new places broadening their fanbase (or so i think) and this comes? Really Jin? Can you even be more inconsiderate?
I don't know what's happening behind the cameras, on closed doors about the decisions and stuff that's all so f*cking incomprehensible, so I'm trying to give Jin sympathy. But right now I really want to hear it straight from him. Straight from the mouth which sings those songs I so have loved for the past 2 years with a certain group called KAT-TUN! Give clear reasons and apology to his fans and groupmates which I think he really needs to do.
Anyway, I thought yeah he could go overseas and do his own stuff but he doesn't really need to leave the group right? He could come do concerts and some shows with the group when time allows him to doesn't he? Hell! I can't really accept this coming...I don't want to leave the fandom I have loved for so long even before becoming a member but with this news...I dunno anymore.
I'm still trying to be strong at least as a 5nin KAT-TUN fan. Until the time comes when Jin announces it publicly, that'll determine it all. As for my Akame fandom...I'm more worried about the authors of the fics that i'm currently reading. Where are they going to draw inspiration then since Akame interaction is less likely to surface because they'll not be working together, but I'll still wait if ever they still want to continue with what they are writing.
Oh and by the way, I'm not hating Jin...I'm disappointed yes. I still love Jinjin/Bakanishi and forever will.
be strong KAT-TUN!
(It doesn't have to be like this does it?)
I'm so sad...
EDIT:
I have already accepted the situation, still hoping for it to have not been as it is but bleeeh there's no changing it now i suppose?
Eitherway, my 5nin KAT-TUN is still going strong after their string of concerts at home and overseas so i believe things are still fine as for Jin, I sincerely wish him all the best!!!
Let's all support them to the end!