i havent posted in forever!! but things arent too bad in the life of Holly. Schools good, i dropped out of my History class cause i couldnt learn the way the teacher taught so i figured why waste my time. work is ok, John's back, but i think Jav's getting fired verrrry soon... again! so that will pretty much screw me over cause when it rains on ( Read more... )

so my mom has a new boyfriend ( Read more... )

Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21 ( Read more... )

i feel like im back in senior year of high school. looking for colleges and all. i should be getting my associates by next fall, if i dont fuck up, and well i cant stay at OCC, obviously! so now its time to move on to bigger better things. i have Tenessee State, North Carolina State and Indiana state in mind. i can get my bachelors at Ten and NC, ( Read more... )

my heart is dead and so are you
and it pulses through, the desire to change
the desire to deconstruct all of my past failings,
but where to begin because when you live in sin
it's hard to look at saints without them
reflecting your jet black auras back on youand all I have is hope, my inner burn's not fading ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of apologizing to myself for you
And what you've done to me
And I've tried, to forgive myself for caring about you
There's nothing I can do...

This time is the last time I take this abuse
I've found my place, and this place is far away from you

Just be in love and I’ll kiss you like you’ve always wanted
Just close your eyes, I’ll still live as if I’m dying

If I don’t make your heart skip a beat, then hate me
If I don’t make you feel anything, than it’s megahhh! life is so dumb right now! i hate work, i hate (most) of my classes now, i hardly see anyone anymore and honestly, its bringing ( Read more... )

sooo life has been pretty fuckin fantastic as of lately! lol! lets see ( Read more... )

Scorpio (Oct 23 - Nov 21)
Wednesday October 04, 2006

You realize there is often more happening than meets the eye and you respect the hidden realms and the magic that arises from them. But don't confuse your own darkness now with a lack of understanding. There is no time to waste by wallowing in pools of self-pity. Let go of whatever is gnawing at ( Read more... )

ehhh! its so creepy to be laying in bed, trying to sleep and you hear the people above you having sex. sick ( Read more... )