random update
work is so-so
i LOVE the job
hate the fucking people minus 3
i don't really feel like getting into it.
but lets just say that most of the managers refuse to manage
(to the point where the general manager actually told me that 1, he doesn't talk to employees only the managers, and 2, that they don't need to tell me what their expectations are of me, they shouldn't have to train me, and then chuckled at me when i got really upset.)
and there is pretty well no one that i can trust
(one girl that i befriended turned out to be telling the managers EVERYTHING that i've said while we were smoking and bitching)
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i miss hurricane josh pryor and want him to come home
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went to wallacks today. got 4 canvases and a tube of paint. still have a $10 gift certificate from christmas left.
i have a few ideas floating around.
lets see if i'm not too lazy to actually get a few things done.
i'll post pictures.
i'm trying to get into larger pieces. the idea kind of freaks me out but then again so did paint in general. i was terrified of trying (and failing) to paint anything.
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my hair is now medium brown with pink over it. i heart it. for now.
i think i need to start buying wigs to save whats left of my hair. i wont. but i should.
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this weeks hopeful menu:
Curried veggie pie (garden of vegan)
Tofu stirfry (weight watchers complete cookbook)
Spicey vegetable hot pot (garden of vegan)
chicken legs and cobb salad
maybe some homemade cookies or cup-a-cakes
maybe some delivery pho
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tonight we go for dinner at eric's parents.
they're picking us up at around 4
and they don't usually eat dinner until 6:30-7:00
then they all chat after.
that's cool. they're nice.
but i really don't love the idea of spending around 5 hour at their place.
i don't like spending 5 hours anywhere except home.
and i'd really like to do some painting tonight.
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i'm thinking about joining weight watchers again.
i lost like 20 some pounds the first time.
then i stopped going, because i couldn't afford it, with every intention of continuing to follow the program on my own.
well, it turns out that i can't. i have a competitive streak in me and i need someone to compete against.
and i'll be more motivated if i'm paying for it.
if anyone wants to come you're more than welcome.
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i think thats it.
how're you?