doing things consciously

[rottenfruit]

I feel like I'm failing at this! When I try to be conscious, I dither, second-guess, and overanalyze. When I get around to doing, I am on auto-pilot.

Comments

[ironphoenix]

Where is your mind when you play music best?

[rottenfruit]

Oh, that's a lovely state of mind! And not entirely conscious come to think of it.

[ironphoenix]

"Attentive but not micromanaging" is how I think of my mind in that kind of flow state... does that match your experience?

[anonymous]

I wonder if being a mum has something to do with it, too?