I went to my favorite underground concert club. Usually a full rock venue but there was a lot of rap to my displeasure. I like rap, but not at a show. I can't pit to that shit. It looked like it was going down hill until one of my favorite bands came in and saved the FUCKING night. HED PE ( Read more... )

I work with a carpet company. It's family owned and we do quite well for ourselves. I am friends with everyone but I'm having this problem with a theist friend of mine. Now I respect the kid....he had a rough street life and god was his way out. Cool. He sees my life is a little rough at the moment so he drops very suddel "god loves you" lines when ( Read more... )

I may have to stay in the house for a while. I may have a huge fucking hole in my side. I may be far from perfect. I may not of achieved my goals yet. I may not have that significant other yet. I may not be rich. I may not be the most popular. I may be in a hell of a lot of fucking pain every day for now.

Know what though...I'm content. I'm as ( Read more... )

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Are you being the genuine you when I see you at that party? Or is it the pills, alcohol, weed and all the other party favors that come with a "party". Are you true to yourself at the least? When I look at you, is that a mask? When you return the stare are you actually seeing me? What happens when to many people wearing masks go meet at a party? ( Read more... )

Still alive!!! comp is still on the fritz HOWEVER I got my tax return and as you know I'm makin' bank with the new job SO all is well and I'll have a brand new top of the line comp soon enough. I miss you all very much. Feel free to contact me via celly. If were tight I know you got it. My door is always open. Ah, so much has happened. Ya'll take ( Read more... )

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In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Grow some new friends.

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Sometimes I get that overwhelming urge to go back and read my past entries. 2 years of bullshit. Lying to others....lying to myself. Utter nonsense. I feel no wiser than I did during those posts. I'm still discontent with my present situation. The only thing I seem to be lacking these days compared to those days is petty drama with petty people. ( Read more... )