I give up?

[rottworks]

What does that even mean I keep thinking it and I guess I have done just that if it can be simply stopping all attempts at movement in my life and instead doing nothing but curling up and doing nothing but finding comforting time wasting activities.  Except, that really isn't it exactly.   I don't think I do ever give up completely, which is probably why I keep popping back up to go on trying for a little while longer before I collapse again in semi-defeat.

Oh how I want to truly quit, though, sometimes.