a hiatus

[rougefeu]

I've been on a fairly self destructive path the past month. Every time I think I've got it whooped I fall back into my old pattern. I've got to deal with my abandonment issues. I've got to accept some things. I've got to get back to where I was and to the person I'm meant to be. I've got to deal with this loneliness and fear in better ways

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[medievalneedle]

You know we are boring old people but shout if you want to do dinner or just hang out.

[alensande]

I know the feeling - old patterns are the hardest to break, because many times we made them because we had to. The waiting I've had to do has been the hardest thing...I am not by nature a patient person. Time to stop, look back, then look ahead and see how much of the path we can find to go forward. Got bits of nasty to drop by the side of the road, cause they only hold us back.
Good luck, sweetie - many hugs :)