I want to kill myself. I feel actually distraught and insane. I’ve been pacing and randomly throwing myself onto the wood floor hoping to cause significant and immediate damage. I will no doubt break my cellphone again if I continue like this: either from the excess of salty tears flowing non stop into its stubborn discolored keys or from my ( Read more... )

...the signed equity contract that is currently secure in my battered old corduroy school-bag. (All thanks to my grueling yet eventually successful four hour audition/callback I had at 9 this morning ( Read more... )

that's all for now:

http://www.nydailynews.com/07-15-2002/city_life/big_town/story/466993p-392999c.html

that's me (far left)with my castmates in the NY daily times! any publicity has to help :)


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I'm going for the unoriginal this Halloween and due to lack of time I was forced to settle for a store bought costume…tsk tsk... this skimpy run-of-the-mill french maid...


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'www.nytheatre.com's review by Martin Denton:

"Pieces of Paradise"
13th Street Repertory

SPECIAL TICKET PRICES
Seniors: $12
Students: $12

October 23, 2006

"Pieces of Paradise is being presented as a benefit for 13th Street Repertory's Legal Fund; the company is in jeopardy of losing its long-time home, so folks who care about indie theatre in New ( Read more... )

I ventured out of my apt in full curlersthis morningto go to the theatre source for my shift. I must have looked like a cleaning lady/Lucille Ball... but it is preferable to spending yet another night in sleepless agony as they dig into my skull... just so my character can have cascading perky curls and a 40's style pin-up look ( Read more... )

the show is oing to open so soon but we have so much more to do before then. For one we still haven't really decided on my costume. spoke to d again.. think we cleared a lot of air. neither of us seems to wan to give up... even if we combat in very diferent ways ( Read more... )

I'm a tad depressed but too busy to dwell on it. I don't need anyone. Well maybe Stephan Morrow aha ( Read more... )

'Two lustful lovers catch a spark ( Read more... )

I called d in a semi-panic last night and voiced all my insecurities and silly feminine worries. I thought it would scare and/or turn him off but it didn't seem to. He said that if it were anyone other than me he wouldn't be thrilled. This cheered me up some. I still don't think it's going to work! This isn't girly paranoia either ( Read more... )