I took the long way back home. Inside the bus, an old lady sat beside me. She asked for some change, then the conversation picked up; about school, family and relationships.

She said, "Make sure you study hard, because I know that your parents, like many other working parents, are doing what they are doing for the simple reason that they are proud ( Read more... )

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I've heard enough, I've said enough. There's no point trying to prove who I really am, no point trying to prove my point. I'm not shallow. I know there are millions of people out there, million more personalities. And if I'm not under that one and only category that impresses you, by all means I'm in the other million. I respect differences. I ( Read more... )

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How shall I go about doing this? I wish I could say your name here, not even your initials could hide it. Because my past, they'll come haunting me.  You deserve some credit for everything you've done for me anyway.I didn't mean to but a tinge of jealousy was what I feel. As a matter of fact, too much for my own good. You were the sensitive one. ( Read more... )

Yesterday I had a short chat with Ahmah, after so long. We just talked and asked how we're getting on since the holidays. Then the boys became the focus of our attention;

Ahmah: left the 2 of us only if Jim's retaking SPT and ME
Me: Yeah.
Ahmah: I can't bully Jim anymore
Me: Yep. Maybe there's still Joshy. But I think he's joining us sometimes only
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See maybe there was something wrong
And you weren't telling me no
See maybe the laugh's on me
And life was telling me a joke

Somehow that boy vanished. I'm just hoping he'll come back. Not for anything but just because. I forgot our first kiss. And I forgot the last.

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Sometimes life really isn't fair. I'm just gutted. It's going to take awhile. In the mean time, I'm spending my time with a lot of things sweet and sticky.

His big brother and jello shots. Go figure
 

I didn't get any sleep yesterday and I'm just in pain right now. My body has been killing me for weeks and my rash is acting up again. I think I get my low pain threshold from Papa. Can you believe he got scolded by the doctor 5 times because he was fidgeting while his stitches were being removed? It was funny and thinking that I too, will be ( Read more... )

Marine Engineering II has officially killed my brain cells or whatever that's left up there. And the dreaded time of the month is coming. Because I'm swelling at places that shouldn't be swelling and that has attracted many uninvited stares. My body just don't do well with changing hormones. Anyway, Mr Handsome Chinese Boy's driving is as smooth as ( Read more... )