it sort of bothers me that some people present themselves as so normal on these things (ljs) when they are, in fact, fucked up beyond belief. and i mean, really, who's to tell them these things? not i. I don't have that sort of moral authority ( Read more... )

OUTLOOK CHANGE: From now on, I'm totaly relaxing. about everyting. I'm tired of being stressed; it's only going to give me an ulcer or cancer or something. And why should I be stressed about things I love? I'm in a box of my own making, and today, I'm flying the coop.

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depressing day. can't do what I want to do because I am too busy, then I am guilty about it and frustrated because I am not doing what I want to do, then I just feel isolated because I am working all the time and not being a proper friend. And I feel like I'm being talked about, but not talked to. I feel like it's been a really long time since I've ( Read more... )

hi little livejournal.
how are you?
I am hounded constantly by insecurities and a constant craving for peanut butter.
Is it bad that I just want to read all day long?
Goal for today: become an intellectual
Realistic goal: get Cenerentola tickets.
-Amy

i love the pup-stick. that is all.

why is it always a choice between standing up for myself and seeming selfish or being walked all over and feeling alone ( Read more... )

yay columbia!!!!

so i think the main lesson I've been learning this summer, or no, maybe it's further back than that, i dunno really maybe it was all of last year. The point is, it's all about freedom. I am realizing my freedom to choose my life. I used to think that my choices limited my field of possibilities and I suppose that is true still to some extent, but i ( Read more... )

thought for the day: is civilization inherently a destructive or beneficial institution?

Discuss...