Stupid, stupid, stupid
Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.
I tried to drive all through the night,
The heat stroke ridden weather, the barren empty sights.
No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me.
Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.
As I adjust to my new sights the rarely tired lights will take me to new heights.
My hand is on the trigger I'm ready to ignite.
Tomorrow might not make it but everything's all right.
Mental fiction follows me; show me what it's like to be set free.
Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.
So sorry you're not here I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear.
Now take a trip with me but don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem.
Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.
These eyes won't see the same, after I flip today.
Sometimes I don't know why we'd rather live than die,
we look up towards the sky for answers to our lives.
We may get some solutions but most just pass us by,
don't want your absolution cause I can't make it right.
I'll make a beast out of myself,
gets rid of all the pain of being a man.
Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.
So sorry you're not here I've been tame too long my visions so unclear
Now take a trip with me But don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem
I've known it from the start
These good ideas will tear your brain apart
Scared but you can follow me
I'm too weird to live but much too rare to die
Day was okay until band. Pretty much. Though I did get aggravated shopping because I couldn't find any shoes. The one pair I did like they were all out of. And band speaks for itself.
Tomorrow is more spirit week.
Jilian, I understand what you're saying. I feel like that all the time. I do right now. Do you ever feel like you're an entire failure? I do. I wish I could tell you something to make you feel better, but I've got nothing. Hang in there? lol That's lame. I'll see you Thursday. Wanna catch a flick or something? We could see HP4 (I want to see it again, lol).
Me
S/O
KTR- because she's awesome & i totally <3 her!