hardly breathing
but obviously im still breating.
Shermain was laughing at my description when i was telling her i really felt my chest being tight! and i really cant breathe..
i'd haunt her if i die. but she reckons i'd be a funny ghost!!

im heading to school now.

the trick.

to do well you have to love what you are doing!

i cant decide to be worried or not!
i'd just pray to GOD and hope things turn out the way ive planned them to be or even better.
i know it will. somehow, i believe things will work its way out!
-cross my fingers-

i feel stress that im not stress. does this even make sense?
school has started officially. and assignment due dates are already knocking ( Read more... )

 1st day of school ( Read more... )

ok. i decided i shld blog regularly even if my day is gonna be a bors one ( Read more... )

 wear red undies= GAMBLE AND WIN. 
ok my mom is yacking about her friend who went all the way to chinatown to buy red undies and he won mahjong ttm.

its so weird im not spending my last sat here with churchies. 
everyone's busy. 
but im glad i went for mass and i sat downstairs and i listened through homily and mass. 
i feel so comforted that i went for ( Read more... )

and i still thought i had another thursday to spend .

3 months of fun just passed like that.
heading back to ipswich this time is more feet dragging then the first.
and school enrolment shit is sucha screw up: / GOD BLESS ME

I havent utilize the time ttm yet.
all my loves are all so busy with school ) :
and im sucha last minute person that i ( Read more... )

sometimes is better to be lucky then good.
if we never gave it a shot we'll never know if it will work out.

our time is short.
i want only the good things to last.
but good things dont last forever. or does it?

i was excited yet scared to go.
now, im just not looking forward to it at all.
the loneliness and that distance and definitely the time span.

its smth that i cant seem to handle well.
I REALLY NEED YOU.

im having serious case short-term memory:/ i tell myself i need to do something and the next sec (not even exaggerating) i forget what im suppose to do.

hungry in pjays.