ok. i've had enough of this.

i'm tired of letting people hurt me.

i'm doing what i should have done a long time ago.
 locking up my heart and throwing away the key.

so i'm feeling a little better. right now.

because i just found out that i'm an ambassador for sure. that's exciting. i was stressing out about that for no reason.

so now my mind can move onto other things.

it's just the little things i guess. they preoccupy my thoughts.

that stupid girl in holly's chem class. 
what he said to me over the phone. 
the ( Read more... )

there was just too much intensity in this weekend. it didn't seem like it. but i felt it ( Read more... )

my obsession is over... for now.

thank goodness.

X3 was just AMZING. i <3 angel. and iceman. and BEAST. OH BEAST. and that guy with those spikes that come out of his arms. and i feel sorry for that poor asian from rush hour. poor asian. he got stuck with the crappy power. "oh come here so i can give you a hug *hug/spike*" yeah. it's lame. Juggernaut ( Read more... )

i feel like that kid... on that tv show...

yeah. not a great day.

you'd come to my choir concert!!!!!1

yes bitches. that's right. today at 4pm is my first concert with the UCR Chamber Singers. and i havent decided if i'm going to stick with it, so it might be my last as well! so be there foools! i know theres a lotta stuff going on today, but you should put all that aside for like an hour and come to the show. ( Read more... )

i don't really know how to explain the way i felt. all i know is i got this blood rush and i got really hot in a matter of seconds. totally bizarre. i mean i'd been waiting for this for, what, over a month now ( Read more... )

i guess the cool new thing to do is give your myspace a "makeover"... i hate bulletin whores ( Read more... )

hmm. i feel there's so much to say. and yet i can't think of what to put in here ( Read more... )

i stayed up late chatting with my brother's new girl. she's real cool. i already knew that, but still. this'll be good for him. since the two of us get along it'll help the communication flow. he tells me some stuff, he tells her other stuff and of course us girls gotta stick together so we tell each other everything. so it'll work out ( Read more... )