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Aug 06, 2005 23:38

Guess what. I'm back. I'm alone and I am learning to accept that. I want a relationship but not at the cost of my virtue nor a facade to pass the time. But I want what Danny and Rei have. I am now facing a large war in my future. I am bipolar according to the evidence and that means the Navy wants to kick me out of the Marines. I have decided to ( Read more... )

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kanglin August 7 2005, 07:18:45 UTC
*hugs*

if it makes you feel any better, those doctors tried to tell me i was bi-polar and wanted to give me sedatives, but then i didn't ever go back because i didn't want to run away from my problems, i needed to face them. so, i went about it the hard way, but talked it out with friends...and now, i'm more genki than ever.
i hope that you will find what you are looking for.

also, love/relationships find people. or so i've experienced. ^_^

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rowan_tree August 7 2005, 21:29:06 UTC
*nods* that's how I feel about it too. But I can be a fiercesome figure to my friends someimes and it hurts to know I have so much ower to hurt them. Sometimes they never recover and we drift apart. *sighs* I am mainly just striving to do what I can.

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kanglin August 16 2005, 21:45:38 UTC
Well, friendships are like any other relationship. Without conflict, we don't know if we're growing or not. When something survives, then you'll be able to thrive from it.
Don't despair because the ones that stay are the ones that are as strong as you are. ^_^

*huggles* I'm sorry for the late reply. I've been waaaayyyy out with my own dilemmas.

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rowan_tree August 17 2005, 00:32:36 UTC
*hugs* its ok

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celticghost August 7 2005, 18:48:37 UTC
*hugs* You know I'm here...as long as you don't yell at me again *wink*. Seriously, it's a long hard road in front of you. I hope your friends are better and stronger than mine. Because I travel a similar path, you know I'm here.

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rowan_tree August 7 2005, 21:29:56 UTC
*lowers his head and looks at the ground* Sorry...

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celticghost August 7 2005, 21:32:05 UTC
*takes chin in hand and lifts up* Never look down. Look each challenge eye to eye, even when you apologize.

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rowan_tree August 7 2005, 21:41:00 UTC
But you ae not a challenge and I can't help but be ashamed when I hurt those I love.

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midnightenamour August 8 2005, 03:44:42 UTC
im trying hun. but your pushing.

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