oh god.  So I get home yesterday from the best concert ever... NO ONE IS ON AND LJ IS DOWN... then i fell asleep and woke up 17 hours later lol.

So.. Me, Shiloh and my dad drove to San Fransisco.. we got our hotel and got ready and ate.. and then we went to the Bottom of the Hill..

Blahblahblah... Scarling was amazing live! They put on a great ( Read more... )

So... Tonight I'm going to see Scarling. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

Yeah.. Pretty fucking excited.. They better be Damn good lol.  I'll take pics and hopefully get some as good as the ones of FATA i got a few years ago.  actually.. hopefully better hehe.


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Don't ever fucking lie to me.

Every time that I hear a woman cry ( Read more... )

And the walls come crashing down...

I feel like the worst person that has ever lived.

"I, ______, take you ______, to be my wedded ____, to have and to hold, from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish, till death do us part."

So... Basically these days people are pledging to love each other until they die... why do they make love sound so conditional?  Why ( Read more... )

People dont know when to fucking butt out. There are many people that have helped me through this, by talking and stuff.. but most have had respect about it ( Read more... )

*takes a deep breath*

Everything will be okay.

I did something that was kinda hard to do, but I know it was the right thing... I am not at liberty to discuss it yet, it is no longer up to me.

Everything will be okay.

its like a false reality.. i cant decide whether or not it has sunk in yet.. because it sunk in before.. and i almost couldnt do it.. but.. now im stoic.. i just.. i miss him.. i wanna talk to him... i feel horrible.. i hate to hurt people.. no one has ever broken up with me, ive always been the one breaking up.. on the bright side i have amazing ( Read more... )