No, you don't deserve it. But it is likely that you believe that you do deserve it. You believe you deserve to be called a snob and a cow and a bitch because deep inside, you don't like yourself very much. When we despise ourselves, we take it out on other people. You have a habit of judging and mocking other people because you have a habit of judging and mocking yourself. This habit has likely come from the fact that you're developing in a culture in which everybody has led you to believe that you're not good enough if you're not trying to be something you're not. They call it "progress" and "self-improvement", but it's all bullshit. If you want to rid yourself of your most damaging habits, you have to first recognize who you truly are, then you have to accept who you are and make peace with yourself.