Last night I went to a friends party, I knew everyone there for the most part, you know said my heys and how are yous. But I had this feeling if I wasn't there no one would have noticed. Not that everything needs to be about me at all I just been feeling a little felt out and not sure where to "place" myself ( Read more... )

So those who even read this know that I was messy ( Read more... )

I am so hateful towards someone and I don't like that fact but I never thought I could just never have so little faith and trust in someone.

I love johnny soo much, but it just sucks that the fucking past caan come back or up with a wink of an eye.

FUCK! THAT IS ALL I HAVE TO SAY TODAY!

In the past few weeks just been an on looking at the events in my life. My friend who is like a sister to me had her second baby, boy I love him he is a little ball of hair for the most part ( Read more... )

So I have been to myself mostly, that or with Johnny. Only because my best friend is two hours away from me and that is a bummer on things, and everyone else I call friends well I am just not sure what to make of them. Not that I am friend bashing just finding myself not on the same mind set as them. Some want nothing to do with drama, yet I see ( Read more... )

I got a new man a newly made room a new camera a new phone and new friends

In the last few months of the old year good stuff was going down. I can put my money on 2008 being a really good year for me and all the people I love in my life

Thank you

Soooooo I am still hungry I am about to makes myself some yummy treats mmmmmm ( Read more... )

Today is gonna be the day.....

I don't believe that anybody feels the way I do about you now!

All the roads that lead the way are winding and all the lights that light the way are blinding....

There are many things I'd like to say to you, But I don't know how.

So I feel like just typeing. My life as it is for you who read this I would have to say it is so lovely a fine frenzy indeed :0) In the past few months my soul has been shaken quite a few times by many shape and size of people. My heart was crack once again but lucky me i have super gule. my hounds heal fast and I forgive oh so easyly but not with ( Read more... )

So heart broken soul shaken to the core ( Read more... )