If it's before 7am-Call me!  I'm suppose to be cleaning by 7am-if I'm not cleaning it is because I had too much fun last night and I am going to bet into trouble-so CALL ME!

Edit/Update:
Thanks David for the call! Oh man-I feel like such crap this morning!

So I have made some big decisions tonight-one that I never even thought I would consider.

I am going to take some time off of school starting in January-at least I can state it now without crying. I need to get a number of things in order (mainly finacial things) so that I can focus more on my studies and not so much on working. Plus I'm just ( Read more... )

Friday night - what a bust-having forgotten to take my meds late afternoon-I was a zombie by 8p and had a three hour nap-woke up, played around on the net for awhile and went back to bed.

Saturday- work and school work all day, with some cheezie movies, and icecream in the evening with
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So he called last night, he's been sick and working since his return on Sunday and is being sent back to Boston on Friday for another 6 days. He asked if it was okay for him to call from there,  and  said he'd like to get together when he gets back. We'll see if either one of these actually happen.

I have decided the best way for me to go about this ( Read more... )

So I phoned the boy last night, turns out he lost his phone and all the #'s and the VM said leave a message, with your # , he's checking messages daily, and he'll call back! Well-I am still waiting for him to call back.

It's not that I thought this was going to be a fabulous, enduring relationship-I honestly can't even really evaluate how much I ( Read more... )

So do I call him or do I wait and let him call me? Last we saw eachother he left me in the morning to go catch an 8am flight and said he would call upon his return-which was suppose to be yesterday. I know I should wait but there is a catch- I would like to see him tonight as it is the only night I can really hang out this week (sort of ( Read more... )

I have come to understand why it takes me so long to get over my exes and why I stall when it comes to dating-I HATE DATING! I hate waiting for a call~he's been out of town for a few days and is suppose to call when he returns (which was today as far as I know), worrying if I call if I am going to look too eager, wondering if I possibly did ( Read more... )

I hate the beginning phase of a new relationship when you know you like the person but you also know it is doomed, but you’re hopeful that maybe this time will be different… maybe.

I’m trying to just enjoy the company of someone new and have some fun, while trying to not have any expectations but that is easier said then done. We will see.

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In the end what matters most is...
How well did you live?
How well did you love?
How well did you learn to let go?

Although we are always working on all of these-I am at a place right now where I feel proud of who I am-how I live, and how I love.

Letting go is the hardest for me...I have finally let go of the hardest thing I have ever had to let go of ( Read more... )