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I REGRET - A lot of things, but I don't dwell on regrets, its not healthy for you.
I WISH - That the weather would get better and more stable. its driving me NUTS.
I LOVE - Austin, my friends, and my family.
I MISS - Austin, all my friends I haven't talked to very much because of my laziness.
I FEAR - Being abandoned...insects and the dark.
I WANT - Austin here now, ice cream, best summer of my life.
I HEAR - The background noise of the TV, the melodious sound of my parents making fun of eachother.
I SEARCH - For the things people tell me I will never find. If I can disprove them once, I can and will again.
LAST TIME YOU.
SMILED? - Five minutes ago.
CRIED? - A few days ago maybe?
BOUGHT SOMETHING? - Shoes over the weekend with Kelly.
DANCED? - Yesterday at lunch with Shannon
HAMMERED? - A while.
KISSED SOMEONE? - 3 Months ago, and I have a boyfriend. Thats just so WRONG.
TALKED TO AN EX? - A few days ago...ugh.
LAST THING YOU READ? - I am in the midst of the Great Gastby, wonderful book.
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW ON THE BIG SCREEN? Oh jeez, I haven't seen a movie in a while. Probably Hitch with Kelly
NUMBER YOU CALLED? - Austin
LAST SHOW YOU WATCHED ON TV? - History Channel special on World War II
LAST SONG YOU HEARD? - The Unicorns
YOU ATE? - Salad
HAVE A CRUSH? - No better, a love.
HAVE A BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? - Yes.
REMEMBER YOUR FIRST LOVE? - Remember? I am still living it. And always will.
STILL LOVE HIM/HER? - Yes.
READ THE NEWSPAPER? - Glance through the front page every morning. Read the things I find interesting.
HAVE ANY GAY, BISEXUAL OR LESBIAN FRIENDS? - Yeah, they rock so much.
BELIEVE IN MIRACLES? - You have to believe in things that happen to you...right? ^__^
BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER? - Absolutely.
ALCOHOL? - No thanks.
BELIEVE IN GOD? Maybe.
HAVE ANY SECRETS? - Everyone has secrets.
HAVE ANY PETS? - Birds...but those aren't really pets.
GO TO OR PLAN TO GO TO UNIVERSITY? - Yes.
HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? - One in each ear.
HAVE ANY TATTOOS? - Nope
HAVE A BEST FRIEND? - Yeah, I have quite a few.
HAVE ANY BAD HABITS? - Yeah...I kinda bite my nails, but only when I am bored.
CARE ABOUT LOOKS? - Everyone is a little shallow. And yeah i admit, when it comes to looks I am quite a critic.
TRUST OTHERS EASILY? - I am a pretty good judge of character so when I find someone I can trust I will but if they give me a bad impression or I see them unfit, I wouldn't trust them to hold a seat for me.
TAKE WALKS IN THE RAIN? - Doesn't everyone?
[ME]
Name: Roxanne
Do you like it?: Its alright I suppose.
Nicknames: Roxy, Rox, Anne, Bebop, Shimmy, Slushie, Vink
If you could change your first name, what would it be?: No idea
Age: 16
DOB: May 15th
Height: 5' 3 1/2
Hair color: Dark borwn, probably black.
Eye color: Dark brown...probably black.
Where do you live?: California
Do you like it there?: Eh, if you like Pleasantville in color.
Why/Why not: Its boring, its boring...its boring. The poeple here are clones of eachother. Psuedo-intellectual and all that.
Astrological sign: Taurus
School: TOHS
[ Family ]
Do you have any siblings?: One sister, two brothers.
If so, what are their names and ages?: Angie (31), Don (28), Vinh (19)
Are your parents divorced/remarried/single?: Why isn't still married on there. We aren't that hopeless are we?
Do you like your family: I try to.
Favorite relative: Aunt Nga. Shes rad.
[ Favorites ]
Number: 7
Color: Shades of blue
Car: My car. Silver 2004 Honda Accord.
Season: Austin season
Holiday: Austin's birthday
Month: May
Day of the week: Any day except for Monday, Tuesday, or Wednesday
Grade so far: 11
Sport: Volleyball, Basketball, tennis, hockey, surfing, those are fun.
Class: History, or English. Both really good teachers.
Teacher so far: Mr. McGinnis. Greatest English teacher I've ever had.
Drink: Lemonade snapple
Candy: Coke gummies
Food: California rolls.
Fruit: Apples
Veggie: Carrots
Dessert: Ice Cream
TV show: History Channel
Radio station: I hate the radio.
CD: Austin's CDs that he made for me. Hes so cute.
Movie: The Notebook, A walk to Remember. Both made me cry so much.
Song: Too many.
Word: Independant.
Phrase: "A good friend will bail you out of jail, but your best friend will be there right next to you saying 'That was fucking awesome'."
Animal: Bunnies are cute. Oh I mean, fucking tigers, cause they'll kill you. (Benji, that was for you.)
Flower: Roses, lillies.
Clothing store: Brand wise, AE, regular, whatever has cute clothes.
States (that you've been to): I cannot list them all. Too lazy.
Ice cream: Chocolate
[ this or that ]
Me/You: You
AOL/AIM: AIM
CD/Cassette: CD
DVD/VCR: DVD
Radio/CD: CD
Jeans/Khakis: Jeans
Car/Truck: Car
Strong/Weak: Strong
Upset/Pissed: Upset
Tall/Short: Tall
Lunch/Dinner: Dinner
Abercrombie/Hollister: Hollister. I despise AF in its entirety
Gap/Old Navy: Gap
Nsync/BSB: Neither. And if that means death, I die.
Britney/Christina: Whos prettier? Britney, who ahs a voice but wastes it away on shit? Christina
Love/Lust: Love
Inside/Outside: Outside
Lipstick/Lipgloss: Lipgloss
Silver/Gold: Silver
Piercings/Tattoos: Piercings
Football/Basketball: Basketball
Lightning/Thunder: Lightning
[ Friends ]
Who is your best girl friend?: Shannon, Kelly, Lauren, Kendall
Who is your best guy friend?: Austin, Benji
Do you get along with people easily?: Generally, yes.
Who have you known the longest?: Craig, since I moved to France. Around babies then.
Who do you dislike the most?: Quite a few people actually.
Craziest: Lauren and Ren.
Loudest: Ren
Funniest: Marklin, or Benji, and Lauren when she is drunk. "Those are my lanterns! Get them for me nave!"
Quietest: Lennet
Sweetest: Benji
Most Caring: Shannon, Kelly, Benji, Markling, Len (Lennet), Ren.
Most understanding: Benji and Lennet
Best dressed: Lauren
Ever taken anything from a hotel?: Lotion
Did you talk to your crush/bf/gf today?: Duh.
1. Name you prefer to be called? - Roxy
2. Have you ever thought a different zodiac sign would be better suited to your personality? - I don't believe in them.
3. What's a strange word that's been used to describe you? - Slushie. My boyfriend made it up for how sluggish and lazy I get with him.
4. Where were you when you first learned about the 9-11 attacks? - In my houes getting ready for school. Its a day I remember as well as the back of my hand. I picked up my house phone and heard Kelly on the phone. "Roxy, turn on your TV to the news." I said "Why?" but did it anyway. I stopped for a moment and couldn't believe what I was seeing, I thought it would be a joke, but I knew I had turned to CNN adn they don't joke, at least not about stuff like that. I showed me mom and she let me stay home from schoola bit to watch the breaking story. It was scary, exciting, and horrifying all at once.
5. Would you rather have a photographic memory or mental telepathy? - Mental telepathy
6. Have you ever been afraid you'd see something horrible when you looked in the mirror? - All the time. But then again, you can't help but look at your face sometimes right?
7. How do you perform under pressure? - Pretty well, actually. Did you believe me? I wouldn't either.
8. Do you have more love in your heart or ideas in your head? - Love in my heart
9. What's one thing about yourself you just don't understand? - My crazy emotional outbursts, I am getting better though.
10. What's the most difficult thing about being you? - I can be pretty stubborn
11. What's one of the most interesting screen names you've ever seen? - some dumb kid had Apex as a screen name. How gay. And I initerate, GAY. ^___^
12. What title would you give your life story? - Unexpected Circumstance
13. Is the media devoting entirely too much press coverage to celebrities? - Media is us. So if you mean if we are investing too muhc time into celebrities, then yes. if I can get through just a day without hearing about the god damn OC I can be renewed.
14. What first comes to mind when you hear the words, "Touch me"? - Touch?
15. Have you ever played the air guitar or headbanged? Every kid plays the air guitar once in a while, but head banging, no. I am too afraid of headaches to even attempt it. Plus the music I listen to isn't crap, so no head banging for me thanks.
16. Are you more intimidating or approachable? - Depends on who you are. If I hate you, think you are mentally inferior to me, or despise your face or you are a lower classman, then yeah, I am a little intimidating. But if you are neat and intelligent I am prefectly approachable.
17. Is it possible to be both creative and logical? - Only the best are but yeah.
18. Considering the sudden upsurge in teen-oriented movies, what's something the creators just can't get right? - Everything? In the end, its all fake and the fact that they are instilling in some teenagers' minds that its not all just a fairy tale is pathetic and almost cruel.
19.Would you rather see--the minimum drinkin age lowered to 18 or the legalization of certain recreational drugs? - Drinking age lowered.
20. Do you focus more on the past, present, or future? - Its important to appreciate and think about all of them.
Today was again a normal day at school. Report in History that I hardly took seriously. Got my soccer spread finally done. English class that was both relaxing but also funny because Austin, ONCE AGAIN, called to remind me of WHO IS IN SCHOOL AND WHO IS NOT. Hes such a darling. Not just that but Brian has now joined in a jest that is now my life.
After school I was overwhelmed with duties at home. Even though the maids will be here this weekend I had to clean for Austin's visit TOMORROW. Oh jeez. Too many things to do all at once, I am way exctied.
Ugh too tired to continue...
A lovely night to you, the morning tomorrow is the morning I shall see you.
Night.