URGH!!! once again i am very mad and confused. for those of you who dont kno i still ike stevn ... a lot. i dont care who knows anymore. and yea well i was talking to him online and basically he still likes me *yea, i kno wtf?!* but he says he doesnt think we r a good couple or w/e. which makes no sense to me b/c not only do i think we r everyone ( Read more... )

I dress cute not skanky. i want to be called beautiful, not hot. I would spend my whole day looking for the perfect present for you. ive gotten my heart broken b/c he chose her instead of me. i would kill to have a decent boyfriend. i want to be treated like a princess, even if just once. I wont get down on my knees and open my mouth just to get a ( Read more... )

I've been driving for an hour ( Read more... )

well amanda came to church this morning. not with andrew but you know thats the main reason she came. and actually it was good b/c he was like nice and weird. lol. but anyways thats about it. dance camp starts tommorrow and i am odly a little excited until tommorrow comes and im pooped. lol. wish me luck :]

well im at cristinas. and we tried to watch a movie but had wayyy too much energy to watch it. so we went swimming, went online, talked, watched Laguna Beach *talk about drama* and talked more. when we went to the falls i met some really great ppl: Jesse, Matt, Obie, oscar and some blonde kid. it was a lot of funn. cat and cristina: "it was bull s- ( Read more... )

party tonight
me and alex and maybe cat
spending the night at cristinas
going to the falls (?)
with jesse and ppl ...
having funn funn funn
itll be a fiesta
(says cristins)

OMG! what is with me. i was at the YMCA today around 6:45 and im about to leave with Jen and i look over and c these 2 kids carrying soccer balls out of the door towards the feild. and i look at one and go hey hes good looking then he looks at me w/o actually noticing me and i noticed him. it was Erik ... Durnberg ... OMG. i felt my heart in my ( Read more... )

well i remember when i first saw the chronicles of narnia. (yes this is random) but i remember seeing it. i saw this icon and i thought about it. and i remember when i first saw the lion die i cried. i mean not one glistening tear. i mean i bawled. and a part of me wanted to watch that movie again that second. b/c i need to cry ( Read more... )

well well well ( Read more... )

some one who is bold. wild. crazy. but knows how to calm down and be serious. someone with a talent. a gift. someone who plays as hard as they say they do. someone who tells the truth. not a liar. somebody who loves GOD as much as i do. who isn't afraid to share their faith with others because they might not look "cool" talking about the One who ( Read more... )