no big deal, don't waste your time!

Jun 17, 2004 16:20

Feeling...unworthy, un-important, undeserving ( Read more... )

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lady_e June 17 2004, 13:51:16 UTC
You mean something to me, actually you mean a lot to me.

Another thing, just wondering what's your BMI? You dont have to tell me if you dont want to but think about this, is it above or below 20? For someone who is not a teen anymore and has had two children I'd say 22-23 is low, if it's below 20 it's extremely low.

((((hugs))))
take care of you

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roxy_ana June 17 2004, 16:00:14 UTC
actaully i just looked up my BMI, you sparked my interest...it is 18.2! Which is high for me, it is usually 16.5 or so! :( Anyway I am almost there, slowly but surely ;) So thanks for the compliment.
And thank you for caring...you mean a lot to me too! Too bad you weren't here :)

*HUGS*
oxo

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anabird June 17 2004, 14:22:58 UTC
(((hugs)))

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roxy_ana June 17 2004, 16:20:38 UTC
Thanx hunnie...it means a lot to me!!:)

Hope you are well!

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rogue33 June 17 2004, 14:32:40 UTC
i know so wholeheartedly how you feel. its as though people dont care unless you are just skin and bones and in the hospital. and it sad that you would have to get to that point for anyone to take you seriously. i know what that's like...and it hurts a lot. and it also hurts to know that you may have to die before anyone takes you seriously. just recently, i was in the hospital for suicidal ideation...the day that i said i didnt want to hurt myself, my insurance company didnt want me to stay there. it doesnt mean that i still didnt hurt, that i still hated myself. why does it have to be this way? to be not taken seriously?

i love you sweetheart, and i care about you immensely. i take you seriously, and i know how you feel. take care **hugs** <3

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roxy_ana June 17 2004, 16:49:52 UTC
Hey hunnie...THANK YOU!!!
Thanks for reading my rambling! I care tons about you too! Your words here mean SO much to me, just knowing I am not alone and someone understands me!!!

I am so sorry that you were going thru all of that! I should have known because I should have been checking up on you...sorry!! I hope things are more bearable for you sweetie?! Did it help you or did you really just want out? They better have taken you seriously, these ppl who claim to be health professional piss me off!

Take care of you too ok?!
*HUGS*

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rogue33 June 17 2004, 19:51:13 UTC
anytime darling. its okay about not checking up about this. i didnt really post about it too much...i didnt really want people to think that i'm crazy, because some people actually do.

things have gotten better for me since. they put me on different meds that seem to be working out pretty well. and hopefully they will continue to work, though my body likes to randomly reject meds that i am on.

<3

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jarjarjules1980 June 17 2004, 18:13:29 UTC
Hey doll! I was reading your journal and I think we are somewhat similar. iadded you to my friends list. I hope this is okay.

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