alone in my suffering
I spend my days walking around sad, like I just can't stop feeling disappointed in myself for not achieveing my goals and giving in to my hunger. No it's not even that, it's a huge lack of SELF CONTROL. What is wrong with me??? It feels like I have this black cloud hovering over my head day in and day out. I don't know how to explain it really
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"Hence the reason I can't come here and write, I just don't feel worthy. Besides who the heck wants to hear this crap anyway, it gets tiresome..."
I want to hear it. Or read it, as the case may bem. And why on earth would you feel unworthy? You are so far from unworthy!
"I'm really nervous right now too, cause my best friend has taken it upon himself to CARE"
More people care about you than you realize.
Have you thought about finding a therapist to talk to about your feelings about the adoption?
*HUGE HUGS*
Cylla
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Cylla you are such a sweetheart, thanks for your words they mean so much to me!!
Yah I have thought about it but it's the part where you actually have to do something about it, that is the part I suck at!!
Thanks for your *hugs*
Hope you are well hunnie!!
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when will you be ready? I have the feeling that when you're feeling bit better you'll decide you're just fine and wont need anyone.
A question here, do you like your eating disorder? In general, is it something you consider good and that helps you or the opposide? Where would you like to be with it 10 years from now?
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