i dislike people a lot in general.i'm at a loss of words other than these.. FUCK OFF AND KISS MY ASS. if you dont trust me fuck you.i dont want to be associated with you in the future.obviously you dont know me.im not like YOU.you cant keep your fucking mouth shut if your life depended on it.theres so much shit id like to say to people rite now its ( Read more... )

wow.i was just reading old lj entries from summer..i used to be so happy.what the hell happened?!i want that happiness back again where everyone got along and we all went out every nite.im hoping summer will be like that.ive been thinking a lot lately *suprise suprise* theres a lot of things i wish would come back; not jsut to make me happy but to ( Read more... )

oh snap another entry.im NOT trying to start anything aka drama.but i'm just mad pissed off right now and need to vent somewhere and rite now this is the only place to do so, so if youre going to read this then cool but i dont want any bitchy comments left. ive come to the realization that so far my life has been nothing but hurt and pain..i dont ( Read more... )

my mom made me realize something really important this weekend..in life you have your friends,and then you have "your friends"

i cant even explain what i feel right now.im.so.numb.but i know ill give in.
i give you my word, i give you my heARt<3

so ive been thinking alottt lately..about a lot of shit thats been going on.and ive come to this conclusion: people are fucking fake.some people will tell you what you want to hear, just because it sounds good.and im sick of it all.i hate the feeling of being used.then again, who doesnt? but its just gotten so old.and im DONE. as the song goes, "i ( Read more... )

veryyy good weekend :-)   especially all those Late nite phonecaLLs with a very speciaL boyy<3

things i do not like..

when people tell me what to do..its MY life, let ME live it the way I want to.. thX :D

when people try and control me without me telling you to watch out for me..

when people tell me what i did..when you werent even there..

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i wish someone would understand me and for once be fine with who i am.

okay so...im back to livejournal..i took a break for awhile there. but i'm back :P its a new year, 2006..so im starting over with this livejournal, new layout and all.. i think!?! so yeah..this years started out good so far..with the events of new years eve and all..and having most of my friends there..but deff. not all. ive got some real good ( Read more... )

the things i remember-

yesterday was MADD FUN!

tina chels n me went to mikes&&chilled with michael bon will and jessie then danielle came over..

thenn we all took a lot of shots of tequilla..

chels and mike licked salt off my boob hahahah&&took more shots of tequilla..

uhh then cate&&dano showed up and we all went mad craZy and gave mad hugs.then ( Read more... )

im done with livejournal for awhile..maybe forever? who knows.im sick of writing shit in here thats on my mind cause 1-its depressing to read 2-im sick of ppl asking me about it so i think its time i like write shit where no1 can read it and keep it to myself.i really dont trust people which is a scary thing to think about.this is y i dont tell a ( Read more... )