who do i do this to myself? purposely set myself up for disappointment and getting hurt. i seem to always find the men who are indecisive and unwilling to commit...or perhaps just to scared. i want to run away and never come back. it seems i am predictable also.

day four no smoking ( Read more... )

my soul is dying
inside this cage

i quite smoking.
feels like i gave up my best friend.
sick of getting bronchitis and phnemonia though.

valentines day is a bull shit hallmark holiday.

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Sara Nicole Dawdy ( Read more... )

LJ Friends Meme by coolerq
• You must tell #5 people about this game.
• Casey is the one that you love.
• Alex is one you like but can't work out.
• You care most about Bethany.
• Kalena is the one who knows you very well.
• Joe is your lucky star.
• 45 is the song that matches with Casey.
• Red House is the song for Alex.
• Spine of a Dog is the song that tells ( Read more... )

why is is that boys (all men are boys forever) can not speak straight to you? they always beat around the damn bush. so annoying. is it that har to say whether or not they want a relationship?

We are all trying so hard to be different. To stand out and not be like everyone else. By doing this that is exactly what we become though, another fish in mainstream USA. "You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake." I think that is the best line I have ever heard. The sad thing is that it is true. We do our best to find things that make us ( Read more... )

I GOT A PUPPY!!! YAYAYAYAAY ( Read more... )