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uhhhhh all i need right now is just something to go right for once. Yesterday was pretty crappy because my schedule got re-arranged, once again.. and i had to switch out of my gym class period 2 which i absolutely loved and out of my history class 4 period with powell which was pretty decent. But its not like that anymore. Once again i had a terrible day today. In biology people just dont know how to stop whining and just shutthefup.... and in gym i have shoenig and its just like uhhhh. And yesterday none of the gym teachers told us whos class we were in or to bring in our gym clothes but i had my clothes but i didnt have sneakers so shoenig made me sit out and i got a minus 5. Shoenig do you like want me to hate you or something??? Just go like, fall in a hole already, and my appologies to anyone who likes her. But i mean seriously thanks for the heads up about the whole "hey were playing gym tomorrow and if you arent prepared you get a minus 5". i appreciate it. And then lets see what else oh yeah i failed my english paper, thats right. i got a 55% I mean who does that. Its not completely my fault that i was in on level english last year and that i didnt learn how to do a research paper, is it? last years honors students had an advantage and learned it, but i still like my teacher. And after school me and kerry went to see soltmann because we wanted to look on his computer at all the people going on the ski trip because theres 5 of us and only 4 can room and me and kerr had an idea but now its blown...
and then we have my f'ing knee that refuses to get better. In fact it gets worse like every week and the sad part about that is that im not even kidding around. Im supposed to be doing those little leg exercises twice a day but ive only done them once and jason gave the sheet of leg exercises to me around 2-3 weeks ago. I mean i know its my fault that i havent been doing them but like every night im always like "ill do it tomorrow night" and when tomorrow night comes i wont do it, etc. etc.... and thats because i dont think that 5 different ways of just raising my leg and holding it for a certain amount of time will make my knee stronger and/or better. And then theres the weight room. Im supposed to be going there 2-3 times a week. Have i gone ONCE? No. And i have excuses also. First of all im not going there by myself. Second of all im a girl, and we all know guys like, discriminate(?) against girls.. or something. And third of all its just embarrassing to go down there. I mean like once i get down there, theres not ONE DOUBT in my mind that people will be thinking/talking to each other about me. They'll probably think that i go there to become strong and get muscles and etc.. but the truth is, i HAVE to go. I just want my knee to get better, thats all.
I need some cheering up .. =(
~allyson*
and then we have my f'ing knee that refuses to get better. In fact it gets worse like every week and the sad part about that is that im not even kidding around. Im supposed to be doing those little leg exercises twice a day but ive only done them once and jason gave the sheet of leg exercises to me around 2-3 weeks ago. I mean i know its my fault that i havent been doing them but like every night im always like "ill do it tomorrow night" and when tomorrow night comes i wont do it, etc. etc.... and thats because i dont think that 5 different ways of just raising my leg and holding it for a certain amount of time will make my knee stronger and/or better. And then theres the weight room. Im supposed to be going there 2-3 times a week. Have i gone ONCE? No. And i have excuses also. First of all im not going there by myself. Second of all im a girl, and we all know guys like, discriminate(?) against girls.. or something. And third of all its just embarrassing to go down there. I mean like once i get down there, theres not ONE DOUBT in my mind that people will be thinking/talking to each other about me. They'll probably think that i go there to become strong and get muscles and etc.. but the truth is, i HAVE to go. I just want my knee to get better, thats all.
I need some cheering up .. =(
~allyson*