starting over...
I seemed lost in my thought when I bought those flowers. *shrug*
And where is my sweater when I need it? The spring is near and a walk sounds really great. And I think it would be better if I stop by at pharmacy...
A long thought didn't help much, but actually I did it. I don't know how I can confess just in front of him and I don't even want to remember how embarassing it was. He would perhaps still behave like normally he would or even avoid me, but the confession just gives slight relief...I don't want to regret it again, that I never told him how I feel before that accident.
He is always haunted by bad luck, so I really think that it is necessary to tell him how I feel since he is a type who can even die tomorrow in another 'misfortune event'. *sigh* Well, at least I say it and now I probably can go on again in lighter heart.
...A lot of things happen and I just start to realize...Why do I even let myself to have a daughter in such young age!? I guess Hahaue will have another victim with her sense of dressing. Poor girl...Maybe I should just never told Hahaue about her...u__u;
And where is my sweater when I need it? The spring is near and a walk sounds really great. And I think it would be better if I stop by at pharmacy...
A long thought didn't help much, but actually I did it. I don't know how I can confess just in front of him and I don't even want to remember how embarassing it was. He would perhaps still behave like normally he would or even avoid me, but the confession just gives slight relief...I don't want to regret it again, that I never told him how I feel before that accident.
He is always haunted by bad luck, so I really think that it is necessary to tell him how I feel since he is a type who can even die tomorrow in another 'misfortune event'. *sigh* Well, at least I say it and now I probably can go on again in lighter heart.
...A lot of things happen and I just start to realize...Why do I even let myself to have a daughter in such young age!? I guess Hahaue will have another victim with her sense of dressing. Poor girl...Maybe I should just never told Hahaue about her...u__u;