Conn. was great, better than could have been expected. Our group got a guest performer, Chris Layer. How that happened, I'm not sure, but whatever. He is fucking hilarious;an overall very funny gay man.... Overall I'm happy to be home, kinda. I wish that I could've taken certain peoples baggage with me so I could tie it all to a rock and throw it ( Read more... )

I'm tired and grumpy. I was up till 4 am yesterday and now I'm paying for it. Had to get up this morning though and finish packing so I could take my crap all the way to fucking Battleground. Luckily though, Robyn was out there so we were able to dicuss al-co-hol. And we are getting a bunch. In my opinion we are getting waaayyy to much for two of ( Read more... )

Just got an email from Malcolm about Conn., which is in 9 days. I can't wait! I love Conn. its just wonderful and every one there is so damn nice and laid back. I'm really looking foward to the drunkenness and the 5 star bed-and-breakfast with accompaning 5 star seafood dinner...yum...my mouth is watering already and I'm full of anticipation. The ( Read more... )

people in this world are idiots. I've just about had it, again, with everyone around here... Chris got me a porn, woohoo! My house has been very quiet lately, I kinda, well I really like it. The pool is open at my parents house, so I've been out here swimming just about everyday that it has been warm enough. Fresh air and a nice warm pool, its ( Read more... )

same things going on. There isn't much to do in this town once you pull yourself out of the party scene...Sometimes is wanna go back for just a little minute...today I am going to conquer a stick shift, tomorrow I'm going to watch bad movies, drink wine and talk about sex...nothing else worth thinking about...

Chris proposed!! It was actually a few days ago, but I've been to busy planning and telling people to have time to write in here. The date is late May or early June of 2005. We decided it would be best to let me get my degree first. So yeah...I'm really really excited!

I never really have anything important to say anymore. I feel obligated to write in here because I don't have the open opportunity to anymore ( Read more... )

Chris basically proposed this weekend. Today I was just sitting with him and the thought crossed my mind that I didn't love him. I told him what I felt.

I quit my job. I couldn't take how sick, literally sick it was making me. Its not normal to feel sick as soon as you walk in and better as soon as you get home and hurl. Chris thinks I'm pregnant. We got in a huge fight about it last night. He seems to think its a very simple thing to just go and get it aborted. Unfortunately, after losing one baby ( Read more... )

So not alot has been going on around here. I've been out of town the last two weekends so you know I'm not getting any hours at work. I applied for third shift at Wal-mart. Anything to earn some cash. Chrystal got married yesterday, its so hard to believe because she was the baby out of all of us and here she is married and all! The second baby in ( Read more... )