so i did it again.

not meaning to but meaning to at the same time.

im so done with living.

He makes me so happy!

He truely is amazing.

how fucked up would you be if you mom told you that you are the cause of her depression?

what the fuck am i good for anymore. my mom obveosilly doesn't care.
i have not been a bitch to her like she has been to me.

i just dont know what to do anymore.

im just useless

so tonight me and kaite are going bowling.
its going to be fun, im excited.

tomorrow is a choir thing... i kinda dont want to go cuz i dont want to wake up early. boo

oh well. tonight will be fun.

blah blah blah blah
blahhh blaahhhh blah

i love kaite

     eating dry frutie pebbles with a spoon makes me happy

so i burnt my hand at the paley tonight doing something really stupid.

it hurts so bad, second dagre burns sucks bucause they blister.

no fun

Have you ever woken up and emidetally started crying?

I did this morning.

I had the worst dream.

Lately people in my dreams have been dying.

I dont know whats going on.

i feel like im going to pass out..

fuck..

all i can ask is why.

but i cant ask it with out you getting mad.