so i havent really updeated something worth reading myself ( Read more... )

everything worked out for the best..

im happy with the way things are.

im no longer at risk!

my stress is gone

chem is boring..                                

practice with people that hate me.... FUCK THAT!!

The Hat  with awesome people... MUCHO MUCHO AMAZING.

robs ass.... NO BUENO(sp)

stress....BAD WAY TO END THE NIGHT.

                                   so i officially hate the fall. i always get sick.. still nothing has changed.

the breakfast club is on. one of my fav. movies.

thursday morning breakfast clubs. good times. still to come..

so no liver damage for me...yay ( Read more... )

could they really be panic atacks ( Read more... )

suicidal thoughs running throug my head
i wounder if i would just be better off dead.
you say dont worry
it will soon be fine
but dont tell me sorry
just to say it
becasue its not ok
and im sick of there shit
you make me want to quit
and give up my life.
but becasue of one true friend
 that i will never forget.
through one more season i will survive
( ( Read more... )

i need to talk to YOU and YOU alone.. not through someone else on myspace, or on live journal..

I NEED TO TALK TO YOU!!

AND YOU KNOW IM SORRY.!

Hey everyone, it's Amanda.

Crystal's being lazy so she wanted a new background and i made one.

WARNING:
new bakground might be very bright... so be ready if you want to see it