Please don’t hurt me.
Must be avoided at all costs.

Yesterday was a heavy day. Mostly sleeping, constant rain and mourning. A year after the passing of Ermias Asghedom...Nipsey Hussle ( Read more... )

No one else makes me feel this way.

Since I met you there has been no competition.

I wasn’t expecting or prepared to get a FaceTime call from him. 36 mins later, I tried to FaceTime him back and he was “opt” with someone else. I don’t know what he meant by “missed opportunity” when he replied to “I wanted to FT” text. It either means that he hopped on another call and that person answered or he only had a small window where he ( Read more... )

How can something so simple give me such joy. I used to hate when guys would send me that emoji instead of using their words. Now, I'm elated to be back to that space. it's been a long time since he's replied to my story with 😍

Nobody else can give me that feeling.

I spoke with the psychic today and she said that he will be reaching out to me in a ( Read more... )

I’ve always been all about you. I still am.

When you bae from your past life finds you in your current life >

You know how people say “you did a 360?” And how some people think it’s a 180? I understand how both are right.

I want to stare upwards into your face as you have your arms wrapped around me.

Feel your broad shoulders and arms...smell you.

What would I do without my HBOGo. I rewatched Euphoria all today. Granted, I let it play in the background as I went in and out of sleep today. I'm also still watching The Sopranos. I do the same thing... let it play and pay attention here and there.

He randomly sent me a story on iG and that opened up our communication late last night/early this ( Read more... )

I've been doing my prayer/mediations just about every night. While I'm doing them crystals enclosed in both fists tight, I feel at ease , hopeful, and optimistic. Once I'm done, I feel delusional. Like how is this going to work? If I saw an immediate change then I wouldn't question, doubt, and not trust things the way I do.

I have to trust the ( Read more... )

I play this song, I think of you. I play that song and I think of you.

I close my eyes... I think of you.

IF you found out and saw this I would just pawn this off as something else. I would never admit this was about you.