Your Lips Gave You Away

[royalsheep]

 I knew. Right from the start.

But I took the risk anyway right?
I decided to fall in love anyway.
I chose. I chose to feel it but now, you can't choose.

I still remember. Dressed all black, seen from the back.
That person just shone. 
Ah well. We all thought it was just one of those "OMG SO CUTE" crushes.
Well, it's not.

It's been a year. I've been there

Comments

[uneheuredarret]

I'm so happy that you are happy with *** and I can feel the happiness and it makes me want to cry tears of happiness ^^

there should be more people like you aroundd <3

[royalsheep]

Please don't cry DD: PLEASE DON'T. Cause I'll drown in your tears and I won't be able to have dreams of *** ever again.

[uneheuredarret]

and dreams do come true. (:

[royalsheep]

HOLY SHIT POST SEX SMILE.

.. Don't get my hopes up, Audrey. That's very mean of you :(

[nishiio]

This is a very moving entry. =)
I don't think it's selfish at all to try to find happiness so you shouldn't feel guilty, haha. I mean, we only live once, right? And for you to feel something like this at this young age is great - you've got so long ahead of you and this will definitely help you with experience later on! ^^ I say you just follow what makes you happy and enjoy every moment!

Unrequited love is terrible, I have to admit. xD That one person makes you the happiest in the world but makes you feel sad at the same time. I ended up liking a guy for around 12 years. =\ I don't think I would go through that again but I don't regret it one bit. =)

[royalsheep]

Thanks, Lishiio :] Honestly, I didn't think any one would bother reading this long-ass post. (or have I typed longer than this?o__o). But yeah, I'm completely happy.

My hair's growing. I'm starting to look like the Elia before the haircut and I'm scared. But then again, I want it to grow. I'm daring life to change it's course just because of the length of my hair. I dare it >:I I hope I'll continue to be happy~

Yeah it is. But it's happened more than once, so what the heck right? It'll happen at least once to everyone. Took the words right out of my mouth, man :/ WOW. 12 YEARS? OR 12 MONTHS?! 12 YEARS? Wow. That must be most of your life time, man. You're not that old..
That's good :) I don't get how some people can ever regret loving some one if it's taught them so much.

Thanks, bro ♥ This just cheered me on.
Am so glad I decided to actually use LJ for real.

[kingdra]

♥
You're so amazing, Elia.

[royalsheep]

Am not S: I'm 14. Too young to be amazing, Arisu ♥
But I have amazing friends. Like you and the rest to keep me happy.