and on Monday I will have a broadband internet connection! Finally I will be back in a world that I feel so comfortable. It is funny this net world that I (we) play in. When I do not have a connection I somehow feel disconnected. Of course I always get used to it, but I can never elminate the feeling ( Read more... )

I attended for the first time tonight a meeting of the United Services Institution - a group the discusses, hears lectures on and gets involved with Defence and Strategic issues - it was quite an experience ( Read more... )

It was pretty damn awesome to see you back - you know who you are - because I thought you had dropped off the face of the planet!!

Keep looking out mate, because one day I will arrive on your doorstep and I'll still be having my fun; don't worry about that!

Only 4 more sleeps now and there isn't much more I need to do before she gets home ( Read more... )

Not much going on; I think I have finally cracked exactly what my boss wants me to be doing - problem was that she didn't actually know until I started banging my head against her desk telling her she was going to give me an ulcer - and now I think I can be useful and justify the money they are paying ( Read more... )

I think the realisation that Caryn wasn't coming home just yet hit me this morning; today started really bad and literally, at 10am, all I could think was "Thank God for good coffee". My coffee kept me going this morning and fortunately got me to a random meeting with this woman I had given up on at work. As expected she gave me the inspiration and ( Read more... )

Caryn wont be home this Friday; less than 12 hours after coming off the steroids she went down hill pretty bad and her doctor has basically said it is stupid to travel (although he couldn't stop her if she chose to go ( Read more... )

I have decided that I need to spread my LJ wings; I am going to start spending some time to find some new friends that I can add to my lists! I need some new ideas and what better way to do it than mix some new with the old!

When do I feel most alive? Is it when there is a real fear of death? Or perhaps a real fear of life ( Read more... )

I don't know why I write - or for that matter, don't write - anymore; I like to sit and watch, listen. Making odd comments here and there ( Read more... )