...Until then you can runaway.
Do you best to hide your face.
And oh I know you best;
I know you get what you get - you get what you deserve.

Hush now, yeah don't say a word - its out in the open,
And tell me how can you deal with all this wait?
Speak now, you must have a secret kept down,
Down where you can keep it - I need you to spill your guts.

so tomorrow is the day. the day that commemorates my birth. yes you guessed it, i'll be the big 1-7. not like anyone will bring me balloons, or celebrate, or remember for that matter. but i'll be somewhat excited about it. thats all...i need some sleep. long night last night + work today = ben being really tired. later.

so today is for sure thanksgiving, like most of you didn't know. i am thankful for many things, and many people that have formed me into the person that i am today.

• first of all, i'm thankful for the family i have because i know that they will always be by my side during the bad times, and the good. family is basically the spine of yourself, it ( Read more... )

no time now..but i have a feeling theres going to be a big looong update in a little while. for what else but what i'm thankful for, and who i'm thankful for...no matter the past i've had with them.

soo....life is goood. so theres this one girl, i'm pretty sure she knows who she is...i mean i just stayed at her house til friday until like 2 in the morning. shes one of those that makes me smile :) buuut...i'm going to go get ready for work so i will talk to you all later.

so i don't think i've updated in awhile. school's decent, like it always is. i'm in a super relaxed mood because i'm listening to the dave matthews band. the ACT can just go away...i don't want to take you. but hopefully i do good on it. life's been treating me pretty well, no complaints from me. this headache can go to hell though. but pdm calls ( Read more... )

life....sucks ( Read more... )

i'm sorry, we're sorry....sorry we couldn't live up to the dream that you all wanted....

Things That I am Happy About:

• Autumn is upon us
• Sweatshirt weather
• Sad to say, but football is almost over...
• Maybe a new crush, I don't know
• Having fun with everyone at school, and elsewhere

Am I alone in this?
Never a night where I can sleep myself till day.
We must try to figure it out, figure it out.
It won't be that easy.
We lost it somehow.
You come over unannounced.
Silence broken by your voice in the dark.
I need you here tonight
Just like the ocean needs the waves.

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I take a ride to the other ( Read more... )