The nightmare of a day ended in wonderful fashion. Chris ended up staying and I finally had a family. Well I have that with Piper as well, but it was different when it is your real mom
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"Julie...hi...didn't know you were a beer drinker." He smiled at her. He was concerned about the fact that she had a beer in her hand, but didn't want to just lecture her or act all weird about it. The best thing was the friendly approach, and if that didn't work...
"Well a beer is not the way to do that, sweetie." I took it from her and put it back in the fridge where she got it from. "Now if you want to talk about it, say over some cookies and milk, that would be a good way to destress."
I started to relax I was even almost asleep. This was something I needed. I hadn't slept soundly in a long time. I rest and when Chris is holding me I am ok. It's just I have not ever had a real nights sleep.
Just as I was about to fall asleep soundly for the first time in 18 years then that damned slayer hearing picked up the reporters on the front lawn. I tried to ignore them, but I couldn't.
I started to cry again softly and silently I just wanted this all to end. Maybe if I killed myself it would all be over....but could I really do it?
I held her in my arms, and she seemed to go to sleep, but then woke up and started to cry. "There, there, sweetie...everything's going to be okay..." I held and caressed her, hoping she'd believe me and fall asleep.
"They will. When this is all over...I'll call Officer Morris and tell him to get those nasty reporters off our lawn, okay? I'm so sorry you have to go through this, Julie, but at least you're not alone, sweetie."
I kept holding and caressing her. "You know, we can go to another part of the house where it will be quieter than here."
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I said looking at the bottle
"Actually never had one...I just wanted to numb the stress...and this tempted me"
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I was still worried that he wanted me to leave now....even though he didn't indicate that. I got up and headed to pack
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Just as I was about to fall asleep soundly for the first time in 18 years then that damned slayer hearing picked up the reporters on the front lawn. I tried to ignore them, but I couldn't.
I started to cry again softly and silently I just wanted this all to end. Maybe if I killed myself it would all be over....but could I really do it?
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I cried
"I want it all to end everything"
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I kept holding and caressing her. "You know, we can go to another part of the house where it will be quieter than here."
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"I have made arrangments...we just need to place something on her...she can't remove it while she is out of the city"
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I go to the bathroom. "Darryl is here, there's a way for you to leave the cityy, Julie, come out there with us."
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"How...and what about the kids...and mom?"
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