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[torturedslayer]

I just wanted to die. Chris left me alone to pack and get ready to go..truth is...I was tempted to kill myself while he wasn't in the room. Then I thought if one of the kids walked in and saw me...I couldn't do that to them

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[perrychris]

I sat on the bed quietly awaiting for her get out of the shower with my back facing the bathroom door.I just hoped julie was going to be okay I was still worried about her.
I'd offer to orb out and get her food but that would require me to leave her and I don't think she could stand for that I thought.

[torturedslayer]

I finally climbed out of the shower and dried off. I put on a pair of shorts and a cami top, the most revealing of outfits I owned and only one person did I trust to see me in this...aside from myself. Chris was slowly becoming more then just love...he was a need..I needed him to be a part of my life.

I don't know what I would do if he ever would feel that deeply for me and I don't know if it was just wishful thinking to have him here forever...but I could hope. I guess I would just have to let time tell.

For now I slowly exited the bathroom and climbed on the bed beside him and kissed him passionatly.

"I love you"

I said then noticed something poking my leg when I looked down I was snapped back to the reality that I live in. The reality where I have to get permission to even leave the city to go to my family's cabin. The reality that in less then a month I was going on trial for murder. All of that came rushing back and that need to die returned with a vengence.

[perrychris]

"I love you too.." I said sincerely and after I got the kiss I would return the same deep kiss upon her lips and than I looked at her and asked "Are..you Okay? Do you need me to..do something?" I asked worriedly even after checking out her most revealing outfit.

[torturedslayer]

a forced smile on my face

"Reality keeps hitting me everytime I look at my ankle...I hate how all of this makes me feel. I just want to feel loved...and needed. To know that no matter what I will always have someone...and I don't want to be punished for doing the world a favor"

I said sincerly...I guess I just needed to feel what is like to be in someomnes arms and them need me the way I needed them..but I could and would never say that to Chris.

[torturedslayer]

I smiled just staring at them. I couldn't take my eyes off of them.

"I love them"

I said when I was finished with my food I threw away the trash and then picked up the vase making my way to the bedroom Chris following me. I set them next to the bed on the dresser.

"I want to wake up and be reminded what a wonderful man I know and love"q

[perrychris]

I walked over to the bed and sat there as I watched her and said "Good.. thats what I was looking for.."

I paused and than said "thanks.. I love you "
I layed down on the bed as I looked at her.

[torturedslayer]

I took one last sniff of the roses and then laid down with him in bed. Facing him I had this look in my eye..like I wanted to ask a question...I just didn't know how to say it..or rather ask it.

[perrychris]

I looked at her and spoke up "Yes?.."
I layed there and wondered what she might ask him.
"it's okay ask me a question Julie you shouldn't be afraid to.."
I said in a sincere tone.

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[torturedslayer]

"Chris...I love you"

I said as I slowly rode him moving up and down enjoying this moment. I was so close I could feel something about to happen..a feeling that I had never once felt before

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[perrychris]

"I love you too.." I said
as I felt her slowly riding me up and down and I wasn't sure how close she was because she didn't say but I guess I'd find out.My hand reached to caress her stomach gently and my hands would work their way up to caress and gently grope her breasts.

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[torturedslayer]

wach move slow and passionate sweat was now gliding down my body which made it glisten in the light of the room. I was so close, but what was I close to?

I let out a long moan as somethin in me exploded and my body shuddered on top of Chris.

"Oh God Chris..Yes"

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[perrychris]

I heard her let out a long moan and noticed she exploded and her body shuddered on top of me and I reached my arm around rub her back gently as closed my eyes and groaned a little loudly when I felt it on me.