Hope for a better time

Oct 17, 2004 15:28

I woke up feeling happy. The roses were just a reminder of what an amazing night I had. I slowly get up and smell the roses then head to the bathroom where I climb into the nice hot showwer humming as I let the water rush over me. When I was finally done with my long hot shower I climbed out and dried off. I had forgotten about the ankle cuff I ( Read more... )

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perrychris October 17 2004, 13:50:24 UTC
I woke up slowly and looked to Julie dressed and I wraped bed sheets around myself and said "Maybe I should go manor briefly to change and shower.." I looked to julie and said "They should be here soon ..."

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torturedslayer October 17 2004, 13:56:05 UTC
"You brought clothes last night and you could stay here and shower"

I said not wanting him to leave

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perrychris October 17 2004, 13:59:44 UTC
"I forgot..okay thanks.." I said and I got out of the bed to grab the clean clothes and went into the shower and shut the door behind me.
I took a shower and put on the clean clothes and walked out the bathroom and looked at her and asked " Are..you hungry?"

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torturedmom October 17 2004, 13:59:23 UTC
Craig told me about what happened last night. I wish I had been awake to help out, but at least she was safe now. I owed Darryl one for getting the ankle bracelet put on her so she could go to the cabin. I couldn't believe I hadn't thought of that myself ( ... )

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torturedslayer October 17 2004, 14:08:50 UTC
I was sitting on the back poarch when I heard a car pull up. I smile and come in and run to the front door. I see the whole family, and Dax with a black eye. Great...this is all my fault.

I walk outside to them and hug them all Carly about plowing me over when she saw me. I picked her up and kissed her cheek.

"Hey there sweetie...how are you?"

I asked then looked to mom and Craig...its still odd calling him dad.

"There is no food or anything here...if you want Chris can orb to get anything we need since if anyone sees you all or me they might alert the media and it would defeat the purpose of us coming here."

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perrychris October 17 2004, 14:12:55 UTC
I Stood by Julie and said "Well.. before I do is anyone else hungry?.." I looked at the kids and at Miranda and Craig.
I whispered into her ear "Don't..blame yourself.. for his black eye.."
I knew she'd blame herself.

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torturedmom October 17 2004, 14:17:23 UTC
Craig said, before I could answer, "Let's all get inside the cabin first. then we can talk about everything else."

"Mommy says we don't hafta go back to school cause the kids were mean." Carly said. "We're going to stay with you, isn't that great?"

"Carly, no stressing out Julie even more, dear." I said, as we all went inside.

"Cool, mom, can we make smores and stuff? It's just like camping!" Cole said excitedly.

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torturedmom October 18 2004, 09:46:38 UTC
Carly looked at the roses. "They're pretty. He must like you to get you flowers. Daddy gets mommy flowers and she just loves them."

I smiled, watching from the doorway. Craig and the boys were inspecting the cabin to see what we had and what we needed. I liked this, everyone just being here together, no stress of reporters and such.

Of course, we might have to go back and leave her here. I hated the thought of that, but if the reporters realized we weren't at home anymore, they'd come looking for us. I didn't want the tranquility of this place shattered for Julie. I would not let that happen, no way.

"Yes, I do, and Chris sure does have good taste. Those are beautiful."

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torturedslayer October 18 2004, 10:32:23 UTC
I smile at her

"Carly...I love Chris and I only hope he loves me."

I watched her as she smelled the roses. Carly is absolutly gorgeous and seeing her happy made me happy. It was odd that I had taken this family into my heart so willingly, but I have and wouldn't change it for the world.

I then hear mom from the door way and whip around with a smile.

"Hi mom..."

I said simply not knowing what to say to what she said.

"I cleaned last night...so all the beds have clean sheets and all the dust is gone. I needed to get rid of the energy that was in me and had to do something...well something else"

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torturedmom October 18 2004, 10:39:59 UTC
I nodded at her. "Well that's good." Then I caught something that I didn't know if I was supposed to catch it or not. And I couldn't talk about it in front of Carly either.

"Carly, baby, why don't you get your coloring book and crayons from the car and color a nice picture for mommy."

Carly looked over at me, then said to Julie, "Mommy wants to talk to you but not with me in the room. I hope you're not in too much trouble!" She was confused as to what Julie could be in trouble for, but she was definitely in trouble.

Julie put her down and Carly ran off, me a little embarrassed that she knew I wanted to talk to Julie. I need to start using another tack when I want to do that. I can't be that predictable, can I? Anyway, back to Julie.

"So...and tell me if I'm wrong," I said when I closed the door, "But...you and Chris, last night? Were together, in one of the beds?"

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torturedslayer October 18 2004, 10:45:14 UTC
Note to self...quit talking so damn much. Thats what I thought to myself as she closed the door and asked me in code if Chris and I slept together. I blushed and looked away.

"Yes..we made love last night"

I said barely above a whisper. I was not ahamed of what we had done...just embarassed that my mom knows. I took a deep breath and looked back at her trying to explain.

"I wanted it to happen...he didn't force me and he didn't ask me. we were talking about love and I asked him to show me. Simple as that. Please don't be mad at him...he was a completely a gentleman"

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torturedslayer October 19 2004, 15:28:25 UTC
I smiled and turned to Craig and helped him put the rest of the groceries away. I didn't want the kids to have to help. I wanted them to be able to play. I turned to Craig

"Dad...can we relax on the patio? or do something outside?"

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torturedmom October 19 2004, 20:31:31 UTC
"Sure, sweetie. That sounds like a really good idea. Cole, stop chasing your sister through the cabin!"

Cole stopped. "But dad...we're bored."

"Aww, I was winning, dad!" Carly said, bounding back over to Craig, who picked her up.

"And when can we eat, dad?" Dax asked as he snooped in the now full cabinets.

Craig then said, "Yes, yes, you can have something to eat. A snack. I think we have some popcorn where you're looking Dax, get out a bag and pop it in the microwave."

"Yay Popcorn!" Carly cheered.

"Great, but hurry up Dax, I'm starving!" Cole pleaded.

"Okay, okay, Cole. Ooh Butter Lovers, my favorite!" Dax grins as he does what he's told. "You want some popcorn too, Julie?"

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torturedslayer October 19 2004, 20:37:26 UTC
I give dad this confused look when he asks if I want any. I mean I should know what popcorn is, but half the time I wasn't allowed to eat so if its a snack food...yeah no clue.

"umm..."

I said and shortly there after a set of tears fell...I felt so stupid for not having a clue.

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torturedmom October 19 2004, 20:55:39 UTC
"Do you not know what it is, sweetie? Don't feel bad..." Craig said.

"You never had popcorn before? Wow. I thought everybody ate popcorn." Cole said.

Craig said, "Well son, some people haven't ever tasted it, like Julie. Be nice now."

"Hey, Julie, you know what corn is, right? Well it corn that pops! Into little white yummy flowers with butter on them." Carly explained in her own creative way.

"Yeah, and you can put lots of stuff on it, like salt, cheese, and pepper to make it spicy." Dax added.

Craig laughed at Carly explanation, nodding to what Dax added. "Corn kernels, actually, they pop into snow white, crunchy bits that are really good. I'll show you, once the bag is done. Shouldn't be long now, sweetie, and you'll like it, trust me."

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