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[wannabe_slayer]

I walked back into the office upset and confused by what I was feeling. I didn't think Angel liked me, I honestly believed he hated me. I could accept if I was just simply vision girl, I just wanted him to actually tell me that. If I was just to work for him and nothing more than he should tell me so I don't...care for them

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[championbrooder]

Angelina sat down at the desk and started doing paperwork. I knew something was bothering her, she wouldn't have left the room in the first place if something wasn't on her mind.

It was just her and me, now. Maybe I could get her to talk.

"Angelina...is there anything you want to talk about? I'm all ears...I want you to know that you can always come to me if you're having problems or you know, anything you need, I'm your go to guy."

I was trying to be a bit funny, but it came off as rather goofy and pathetic instead. Great job, Angel.

[wannabe_slayer]

I looked to him. I think he could probably tell I was lying, but I tried anyway.

"Its no big deal really."

I said softly he gave me a look I tried again.

"Really, its nothing"

I got the look again and I let out a sigh.

"Fine, fine.."

I looked up at him

"Do you hate me? I mean amd I only the vision girl and nothing more? Cause if that is so I can live with that, I just need to know. I mean I am not asking you to love me or even care right away, I just...I just feel like I am in your way."

[championbrooder]

I couldn't believe she was asking me that, but then again, none of us had given her much of a look, much less had a conversation with her.

"Angelina, I do not hate you. I'm glad that you're here, that you're on our team. We need a person like you. We had one at one time, Cordelia Chase, a wonderful...okay fashion conscious, valley girl type, but she had a big heart...and she became part demon so that she could continue having the visions without them killing her so we could continue to help people and that didn't make you feel better, did it?"

I could tell by the look on her face that she had no clue that these visions could be deadly.

"Look, you're a slayer, so that makes you more capable of having them without dying. And believe me, you're an invaluable resource for us in the fight against evil and the protection of the innocent from harm."

I paused again. I probably had said enough, but I had to say one more thing.

"We're glad you're here, and more importantly, we want you here. Especially me."

[wannabe_slayer]

I looked to him my eyes full of fear.

"All I know is it hurts like hell and I just wanted to crawl in a corner and die."

I said softly

"Well that and I felt like I was just in your way earlier...I am trying to be better about not pushing those who care away...its just..I have lost my whole family except a sister that I now am required to raise. I lost my finace to the same demon, and I am in a new city where no one knows me and with a new man who I love more than life itself. I am just getting used to letting people caring"