Comments | rpgiggles01: idk

rpgiggles01

idk

Feb 02, 2005 16:12

I am really confussed right now! should i just give up on Brenden? *honestly* i was just talking to randy and he told me not to plan on gettin back with Brenden. and awhole bunch of bullshit! i really dont know if i should believe randy, because the things Brenden has said to me but i dk! i would do anything for Brenden, but i guess I'M not worth ( Read more... )

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ok now thats enough shortysbaby15 February 2 2005, 23:23:19 UTC

Ok i'm gonna tell u this becuz i am your friend and u need to hear it ok mel u need to really stop saying things like your not worth it and shit like your last entry about wanting to kill yourself thats bullshit cuz u ahve so many people that care about u and it's like u don't even care! Brenden isn't everything i know u may be hurting but u really need to stop and think about what u do have instead of always acting like u have nuttin! U have great friends who love and care about alot! It kinda feels like u take that for granted sometimes! Now i know this may seem alil harsh but i really think u need to open up your pretty eyes and c what u do have! Brenden may be a person that u love but mel if it's ment to be it will happen but let it happen! sitting there moping about isn't gonna help nething and it isn't gonna amke u feel ne better! why don't u just try to enjoy life for awhile ahve fun with your friends and forget about guys for awhile! Ok look i have been waiting for about 4 months for this guy to ask me that single question ( ... )

Re: ok now thats enough rpgiggles01 February 2 2005, 23:45:46 UTC

i could never be mad about that! Brenden is worth the wait and pain, because i love him! but i needa talk to u in person about some stuff! <3

Re: ok now thats enough shortysbaby15 February 3 2005, 00:12:20 UTC

netime lol u know the number lol well at least i hope u still remember lol hun i'm here and i'm just trying to look out for ya your like my sis and well thats what sisters do lol most of the time lol!lovens~Lauren

Re: ok now thats enough rpgiggles01 February 3 2005, 00:18:44 UTC

i tried calling u like 30 min. ago but nobody answered! lylas melanie*

jaymersun February 3 2005, 07:29:39 UTC

Hey Mel Lemme tell ya... Guys are not worth the heartache, There is always someone new... you'd be surprized on who you might meet next. Sometime the person that loves you more than this guy Brendon is someone you already know... i try not to get to butt hurt over girls myself... i know i do, but i guess when you step outside of yourself and look at it.. just sit back and if he likes you he'll tell you and show you in his own little way.. if not you'll notice with out him having to say a word. Actions speak louder than words all the time. And besides, there is no reason to be down in the dumps coz you always got me!! I'll be there for ya!! You and me are alot alike.. i read your journal and if you compair it to mine.. we both talk about THE SAME DAMN THINGS!!! So i know i can help you and you can help me... :) But don't stress your head over this guy... you might love him but if he doesn't love you back.. he's not worth your time.. he doesn't desearve you at all. And thats that.
<3 JaY

rpgiggles01 February 3 2005, 16:13:21 UTC

thanx so much jay* atleast i can count on someone being here for me. it means alot! i really do love him, but alot of ppl tell me i should just move on! i know deep down i should but its not that easy* much love<3

jaymersun February 4 2005, 03:52:12 UTC

Well don't give up on anything... Just follow your heart... thats all that matters. Follow your heart! Keep your eyes opened and when you see things for the way they really are... then you'll know what to do!

fightinthetide February 3 2005, 20:26:51 UTC

if you give up i'll give up and do u really want me to? i dont think i can .. i bet brittney and matt wont go out.. i bet you and thats just why i need to stay just as close to matt as i am! lol i love that kid so much u ever relize what u had until its gone! and bitches have to get in ur way i no what u feel like!

rpgiggles01 February 3 2005, 21:26:30 UTC

Look, i thought about it and im not giving up. So please dont give up either. i found out what the word "Love" really means w/ Brenden. and iknow you really truely love matt. i dk about him and brittney...im so sorry. i know what you mean: you never know what you had until its gone. Brenden means the world to me! words cant explain the feelings i have for him. I now know how you feel toward matt. kla i will always be here for you to talk to . i love you to death and dont want to see anything bad happen to u...
love ya like my own sis...