The girl in the corner

[rpm53846]

She is so beautiful. I watched the smoke build from her mouth. I watched them walk past her. She smells of roses and lemons. She has a scar on her left knuckle.
She bites her nails to hide her face. She can't stand still.
She waits nervously for the bass, the vibration, the drowning of faces.
She has a secret.

Comments

[notaprettygrrrl]

thats kinda pretty..yea i like that :)

[rpm53846]

Well, thank you. ;)
I write all crazylike when it's cold outside. hehe..
xoxoRachelxoxo

[_purple_skyy]

I have to ask, was this inspired byu an experience or a reflection?
Sounds like an captivating time, reguardless.
Hope all is well,
~T

[rpm53846]

Hey there. It's silly actually. It's about me and my battle with social anxiety, I guess you could say. I have it really bad and it affects everything that I do. I keep me tucked inside for no one to see. I want so badly to just turn it off. I want to be able to walk into a bar and walk out with fingernails. It detaches me from the outside world as well as myself. I find that the only cure is music. I could be surrounded by staring faces, the music starts, and I'm at peace. No cares, no insecurities. My secret; I am a fucking psychotic, bipolar, deranged biatch!

sorry it took so long

[_purple_skyy]

< palign="right">Damn, Boo. That sucks. I used to feel like that alot. Now it is more an occasional thing. The more I remember to say "Fuck the world and all of their stupid opinions!" the better it is, most of the time.
Hope it gets better for you.
~T

[amadeusstvitus]

that is cool. what inspired it?

[rpm53846]

Hey, damn...I didn't think anyone would even read it! Read what I wrote to Purple Skyy for more detail. It's just about me being psychotic and bipolar. hehe...