hehe... He had his moments. I mean, he is known for being a dick. But then, the second no one is looking, he is the nicest most sincere person you will ever meet. It's like he doesn't want any one to know that he has a soul. It might hurt his image. Which explains alot about our relationship. He is a dick in the sense that he is so self absorbed, he doesn't give a fuck about any one else. He lives in his own bubble. An unpopable bubble that can't be poked. Believe me, I've tried to get in. I've given up trying.
Glad to hear you'll be better off without him though. Even if he has his moments, someone who is so self absorbed will never be able to give themselves to you fully, and will always be looking out for themselves instead of you.
Better off without him? Oh jesus, I don't know how to breath without him. That is something I will have to get back with you on. ...((someone who is so self absorbed will never be able to give themselves to you fully, and will always be looking out for themselves instead of you...))-- God damn are you right. My father would tell me the same thing. I knew this about him before even getting involved but I took it on. Why, one would ask? Cause thats what you do when you love someone. You take chances. I hope he realizes one day that taking chances is apart of loving. Even if not with me. It's those moments though. Do I know you? xoxoRachelxoxo
was cool to see you last night we didnt stay long at melanie's house just a little game of truth or dare which i suppose i will be putting up pics of soon heh along with your cafe du monde pic too ;p oh just a sidenote - melanie last night talked for like a good 10 minutes about how she loves you and aaron. hehe.
It was nice hanging with you last night too. I really like your friends. It kicks ass how they didn't get weirded out by my little obsession with vibrators. Truth or Dare!????????????? Oh my fucking god, I live! Next time you all are playing, tell me. I use to live for Truth or Dare and Spin the bottle. I remember one birthday when I was like 10, my mother allowed me and my friends to play spin the bottle. But no kissing. Only hugging!! Hahaha.. aint that some shit? One of these days I am going to have a huge ass slumber party. There will be gossiping, board games, spin the bottle, Truth or Dare, and pillow fighting. And you are SO invited.
hey you goin to crowbar ? sarah and i were thinkng of catching the Muses parade downtown beforehand,... the all ladies parades rock. anyways if youd like to come along hit me up !
This made me laugh for a good minute. Then I started thinking. I mean really considering the thought. Wow, what a great idea. I could blame it on the salami!
I'm not scruffy!.... but I'm not bald either. Does my long hair place me in the "scruffy" category? Hope not. ;)
Cute dog too. I think I'm gonna get a dog soon. 2 of em. A Rott that I shall name Tassadar, and a Doberman that shall be called Atilla.
Sorry to hear about all this.. but... if you search yourself and decide that you are, in fact, better off, then there is nothing to worry about. Hell, I can't imagine why you wouldn't find yourself being wooed by a number of suitors any time now, anyway. Ahem. ::starts wooing::
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He had his moments.
I mean, he is known for being a dick. But then, the second no one is looking, he is the nicest most sincere person you will ever meet. It's like he doesn't want any one to know that he has a soul. It might hurt his image. Which explains alot about our relationship.
He is a dick in the sense that he is so self absorbed, he doesn't give a fuck about any one else. He lives in his own bubble. An unpopable bubble that can't be poked. Believe me, I've tried to get in. I've given up trying.
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...((someone who is so self absorbed will never be able to give themselves to you fully, and will always be looking out for themselves instead of you...))--
God damn are you right. My father would tell me the same thing. I knew this about him before even getting involved but I took it on. Why, one would ask? Cause thats what you do when you love someone. You take chances. I hope he realizes one day that taking chances is apart of loving. Even if not with me.
It's those moments though.
Do I know you?
xoxoRachelxoxo
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was cool to see you last night
we didnt stay long at melanie's house
just a little game of truth or dare which i suppose i will be putting up pics of soon heh along with your cafe du monde pic too ;p
oh just a sidenote - melanie last night talked for like a good 10 minutes about how she loves you and aaron. hehe.
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Truth or Dare!????????????? Oh my fucking god, I live!
Next time you all are playing, tell me.
I use to live for Truth or Dare and Spin the bottle. I remember one birthday when I was like 10, my mother allowed me and my friends to play spin the bottle. But no kissing. Only hugging!!
Hahaha.. aint that some shit? One of these days I am going to have a huge ass slumber party. There will be gossiping, board games, spin the bottle, Truth or Dare, and pillow fighting.
And you are SO invited.
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sarah and i were thinkng of catching the Muses parade downtown beforehand,... the all ladies parades rock. anyways if youd like to come along hit me up !
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Cute dog too. I think I'm gonna get a dog soon. 2 of em. A Rott that I shall name Tassadar, and a Doberman that shall be called Atilla.
Sorry to hear about all this.. but... if you search yourself and decide that you are, in fact, better off, then there is nothing to worry about. Hell, I can't imagine why you wouldn't find yourself being wooed by a number of suitors any time now, anyway. Ahem. ::starts wooing::
Mozart will help you clear your mind.
I'm retarded.
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