I GIVE UP!!!!!!

ON EVERYTHING!!!!!!
random info about my boring life to come when i am in a better mood.. ~**NiCoLe**~

ok, so i am sitting here with NiCoLeReNeE!!! we r fricken awesome ppl!!! someone should call me to hang out sometime cuz i dont kno what to do with myself!!! peace and love!!

much love <33 ~**NiCoLeMaRiE**~

.....I wonder how you've been
Since we kissed good-bye
'Cause the grass ain't any greener here on my side
I thought the broken pieces would all blow away
When the season changed
But nothing's changed

(Chorus:)
The alarm still rings at five-fifteen
The day goes off like a rifle
Mrs.Jones next door is still extreme
Goes on and on about the Bible
What comes ( Read more... )

Volleyball camp is finally OVER!!! it was lots of fun,but i am sooo damn sore!! my quads, shoulders, back, arms, hips (bruised from the floor), and even my ass hurts!!!what we do for the sports we love... guess what Nicole is doing saturday??...learning to ride 'em....horses, u idiots, i have a horse riding lesson saturday morning..Nicole is gunna ( Read more... )

well, thanx everyone for your advice, but i still have no idea what i am going to do..this is so confusing!?!?! Dr. Kinstner...ur an awesome psychiatrist, i love ya!!! i guess this decision is more complicated then i let on. If  u kno who this guy is, u kno that i will still have to interact with this guy whether i want to or not, cuz, well, lets ( Read more... )

should i finally let it go and learn to move on and forget it, or should i explain all my feelings to him and risk completely losing any chance at having a friendship?

what should i do?? please help me!!

rest in peace jessica*you will be remembered by all

peace and love to everyone

~**Nicole**~

Always make sure you tell ppl how u feel. Tell your friends how much u love them. Tell ppl that u just met how much u enjoyed talking to them.If u havent seen someone in a long time, go out of your way to say hi to them and spend time with them. Dont hold any grudges, and dont have any regrets. Live life to the fullest, each and every day.

I think ( Read more... )

My life is boring. I miss my friends. I wish i was loved. End of story. Thank you.

Finally home from habitat for humanity camping trip. It was lots of fun and we did a lot of work on the houses..it felt good to help someone else out...but i never want to dig a hole or put up siding ever again..and im not in any hurry to sleep on the ground again soon..lol!!! then last night i went to jills to celebrate her birthday. we stayed in ( Read more... )

just to let u all kno..... i am leaving tonight till thursday to go build a house for habitat for humanity. it should be lots of fun, but a lot of work!!!If anyone needs or wants to talk to me between now and then, ill have my cell, it'll be off during the day, but i can call ya back!!~we will probly spend most of the evenings at the beach,(we r ( Read more... )