I need a big hug

[rrockmysocks]

I have been so insanely depressed lately. I havent been able to stop crying in days. It's obscene, really. It is just impossible for me to be happy right now. (i know, i know, i am so emo, blah, blah) I just feel like I am losing so much right now, and loss is one of my biggest fears. I hate losing people, things.... everything. I can't even

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[joe_joe_ma]

hey we have something in common you hate losing people and i hate losing games! though on a more serious note i know what you mean. Sometimes it depresses me too, and that ends up being what compells me to go over to the persons house. Though... that wouldn't work with archer... If you went over to his house it might look weird. Then again hes asian so he looks weird anyway. One of the reasons why i ever regret going to public school is all the friends i ended up leaving behind and i have no idea how they are doing now. Makes me think... ah hell now im sad.

[rrockmysocks]

Yeah, that might look just a little peculiar going over to Archer's house. I guess some people you just have to leave behind and learn to live without. (and that goes for all of the people/things, not just Archer). losing people just sucks.

[joe_joe_ma]

i agree losing people does suck. to think that i keep in contact with... 2 people that i have gone to school with not including the people who went to nhp. wow and ive had... so many friends... and only... 2 i talk to? It makes me think if ill talk to any of my friends at nhp once im done with high school. Probably not i bet. Makes friendship seem so insignificant.

[rrockmysocks]

Yeah it does =/ I love meeting new people and all, but at the same time I hate it, because I can never really be sure of when I will lose them and never talk or see them again. It sucks major monkey balls.

[tyrant008]

Stay positive and hang in there girl. Shit has a weird way of fixing itself. Remember that if you need to talk or anything, I am always available.

If you mean Peter Bellasario (correct me if I'm wrong), then you have no worries. He is a good-hearted person. If you mean another Peter, then I don't have anything to say to that. Take it easy.

[rrockmysocks]

Thanks Alex. Staying positive is REALLY hard. But I'm working on it. You were correct. I was talking about Peter Bellisario and trust me, I already know that he is a good-hearted person. I just.... yeah.... arg..

Guy from Paris

[anonymous]

Don't worry. You havn't lost me....

Re: Guy from Paris

[rrockmysocks]

um. okay. I don't know who you are. Who is this??

Re: Guy from Paris

[joe_joe_ma]

HES FROM PARIS! 90% he is a jackass!

Re: Guy from Paris

[rrockmysocks]

......okaaaay