Today was a crazy day. I need the day to end. I got to see minda. that was good. People at my school are being dumb, mostly a certain teacher who shall remain unnamed. my meds aren't working damn it.

Isn't it weird how things can be going so great and then the next second everything sucks? I hate it. Today has been so depressing.

Good weekend...good feeling...warm cozy socks...

Candice is making me write in this thing. So here I am writing. My past few entries have been really depressing and some of them probably don't make any sense. But I can tell you now that it is not going to get any better. So many people have been asking me lately why I am so depressed. Some fucker at rehab even said "Can't you even just ( Read more... )

People are so fucking stupid. I hate how people set themselves up for heartbreak, failure, disappointment, confusion, hardship, etc. You get the idea. Why do people do this to themselves?!?! and then when they get hurt again they are victimize themselves. "Why did he/she/it do that to me?!?!" BECAUSE YOU FUCKING GAVE THEM THE OKAY TO!!! I ( Read more... )

I hate this game. and dont say "WHAT GAME?!?!", because you know what I am talking about.

Is there a cliff anywhere that I can go jump off of??? Preferably with really sharp, pointy rocks at the bottom. If you feel like murdering anyone feel free to put me at the top of your fucking list.

I really hate people right now. It's like, I really want to be left alone but at the same time I feel like I want to be surrounded by everyone and everything. Glo and Robert came to give me the "archer bear" and my sweatshirt OH YES, MY SWEATSHIRT!! I thought that I would never ever see it again. I missed it. I saw max today. It was really ( Read more... )

My parents are being such fuckers.... I forgot to write about one of the freakiest things that has ever happened to me! Yesterday I was at patrina's and I was home alone. It was all dark and there is this orange light in the bathroom that glows throughout half of the house. It is an unsettling light. I was in the other room and i was talking to ( Read more... )

Oh god. This weekend was so fun/weird/crazy. I spent the whole weekend at patrina's house. Last night we had this kick back thing. Every one came in "shifts". I had a fun "experience" on the driveway at 3 in the morning. It was funny and really unexpected and a little weird... so yeah, anyways, The last set of people left at around 4:45 this ( Read more... )