My psychiatrist asked me once if there were any indicaters that I was going manic, any warning signs. We determined one was that I dream a nightmare in black and white. I dreamt one last night, woke up stark raving mad. In my dream i went crazy, I was back at school with Jamezz ( Read more... )

talking about prostitution, might get some. hope so...

A draft catches, her body suddenly careening through a now shattered pane of her greenhouse ( Read more... )

A tree whispered longings for sanity to a stero playing off a car battery. She had voices again; these empty shells of feeling spat out at the world offered her little reief. Her clothes became increasingly what would have been unaccepted as work dress uniform. Her camoflage was torn into a bizarre miniskirt with a parachute cord wrapped around ( Read more... )

She entered the room and it went silent. She was becoming used to this occurence, wherever her eyes laid she saw nothing but blood splatters suggestive of short lived slaughter. Anymore she wondered if it was her that caused it somehow, or if it was in her head... there was no way of learning of it, no one around to ask and nothing but stagnant ( Read more... )

This bonfire I went to last night makes me want to go to burning man all the more. I am going to have an insane summer, I know it. Oregon Country Fair, Running off with the circus maybe. Chataqua, I was invited and wanted to go last summer and plan to make it this year if I can but I think the deadline is coming up ( Read more... )

Just ran a cable upstairs, I now have the internet in my room. Yay better J/O sessions. Um, got a red lightbulb. Ironically the other one burned out after I sent adam out to get it. Strange. I have a lava lamp. Have to go, must make it to my house and see steph and go to a bonfire today. Lots of units of busy.

1. If I was presented with Mushrooms, Pot, DXM, Crystal, Cocaine and alcohol and could only do one of said intoxicants, which one would I opt for ( Read more... )

I am getting a piercing for free, i have the jewelry already. Something to do, sound like fun. I have to get to Sheridan somehow ot do it, my friend JAson has a girlfriend Leanna who will do it. I went to Arctic Circle.

Jamezz stopped by, it was nice, him and his girlfriend with a care package, I have food now. I am happy with life. Yay. That Everclesar treated me okay in the morning. I feel better. I am trying to type less violently so Adam does not kill me, he is playing guitar and Josh and him are watching kill bill. I Like the parts of kill bill I have ( Read more... )