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Never saw blue like that before

May 16, 2005 23:48

Well, it’s been a long time since I have posted and I am not sure exactly what I want to say here. But, alas, I believe that I told somebody I would post on Tuesdays (which is technically still 11 minutes away), so I will ( Read more... )

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I find it helps to have a quick answer fuzzandfeedback May 17 2005, 07:24:08 UTC

that addresses all questions at once: "It's nice to see people, but I'm looking forward to really getting things on the road, as soon as I figure out what that is now."

or to just kick the fuckers in the face.

admiraldav May 18 2005, 02:19:34 UTC

Ah... I'm touched, Erin. (About the Tuesday thing.)

A more substantial comment may appear when there aren't guests sitting in my living room... Yikes.

David

From Dani anonymous May 18 2005, 02:25:49 UTC

I miss you Erin.

I hope this is a little more substantial admiraldav May 19 2005, 02:07:09 UTC

I understand what you mean about not feeling as excited as you should about graduation, honors, home, and other such things. People often ask me how much I'm looking forward to Oxford. Well, of course I'm anticipating it with delight, but it doesn't constantly occupy my thoughts. I have a life to live now, and I can't ignore that for what will happen in three months.

Maybe that's not entirely the same experience as yours, but I think there is a similarity.

I hope that you don't identify your manic/depressive journaling tendency as a reason not to post on livejournal! Otherwise, where will I find my weekly share of Erin?

Seriously, it's good to read your thoughts.

Best,

David

riivan May 19 2005, 08:01:55 UTC

You have struck a chord with me here. I can honestly say I am in the same boat on the excitedness deal. I should be excited because its summer, I am not; should be excited because I got an A in World War II, I am not; and should've been excited when I went to Italy, but I wasn't. Don't really have any wisdom to impart here, but I don't see it as a bad thing that I don't jump around the room dancing and screaming because of some supposedly exciting situation or stimulus (I just really felt like using the word stimulus). Maybe we are in a state of perpetual excitedness caused by the mysteries of life ( ... )