What to do?

[rsjackman]

Well as I already posted my Aunt died this past weekend on a night where all I could think about myself she was alone and passed on. How can this be right? Well I have found out that she did not want any kind of religious ceremony or even a memorial. She felt that alone in her life that she wanted to not be remembered in her death? She donated

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[muzz_x]

hey, im sorry to hear about your aunt, i know what your going through. My grandma whom i was extremely close to died in 98 but she was cremated so it didnt feel like she was gone. ive just recently gotten over it. If you put it in the back of your head and try not to think about it only makes things worse down the road. Maybe she didnt want a ceramony because she thought it would be easier on the family? i cant really say, just speculating. just try to concentrate on the future, it wont be as hard as you think. If there is one thing ive learned about you during the time i got to know you its that you know where your going in life. Thats a very strong back bone you can rely on. Most people your age dont have that. I really think you'll be alright, just try to think about everything you ahev going for you rather than everything going against you. You may think you dont have friends but you do, all of us still care about you even though you are broken up with adam. Your a good person and everyone knows that. If we werent your friends you

[rsjackman]

I am doing a lot better actually, although I never wanted Adam and I to break up I think it might be better that we did. I do know what I want in life and I think that being with Adam made me doubt what I really wanted. I am not saying to this belittle him in any way. He is a great person, we just were complete opposites. Funny how the thing you like most about your relationship comes back to be that thing that breaks you apart. Its still hard but I know that I do have friends that will help me get through it.

I still don't know what to think about my aunt dying, its still weird, I haven't had one time to mourn her, I still haven't even seen anyone from my family since she passed away. Is that weird?? I guess life can get so busy that you forget the important things in it.