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[rsjackman]

I went out last night to the bar with some 'old' friends, I forgot how much fun they were. Yeah it was kind of awkward with 2 of my ex's there (neither had met the other one). It was funny to see them both looking at each other. They both new about the other, because they were both serious relationships of mine in the past but neither of them

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[dan1099]

We aren't "broken up," are we? i hope not.

[rsjackman]

Well I don't know... Are we, its still hard for me to be around with certain people there and I am not going to be a bi#ch about it. I was so hoping that it wouldn't get to that point so I have been trying to work it out with myself. Its really hard and noone seems to understand. Basically if I find myself not having fun anymore and always concerned with whether 'he' is going to be there, then I probably won't be around much anymore. I also would never make anyone choose. It will never come down to that I can promise. Hopefully I will be able to work it out by myself. I may not be the most mature person around but I am trying to better myself through my experiences.