Two Days To Liftoff

[rtwgconspirator]

This is what frequently happens in my life. I want something very badly, something that I feel is out of my reach, something that I don't think I'll ever have. Then, by some strange miracle, I get what I want and suddenly, I get scared and I don't want it anymore. It's so easy for me to strongly want something that I figure I'll never have. There's

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[zachadams]

You're too much like me sometimes. It's not healthy. :P

But since I can't really get rid of that part of me, myself, I guess I can't blame you. lol

Anyway...I'm not sure if you'll even read this before you see him tomorrow, but I guess it's not just about tomorrow, either. Sorry I'm late to begin with, though. I don't check everyday. Every few days, sure. ;p

Let's say for a moment that a couple things go wrong tomorrow. I'm sure you include very minor things in your definition of "things going wrong" because you're nervous. Now, a lot of these things are probably beyond your control. Maybe it's family, maybe a car breaks down or something evil like that. If he does like you, and - as I previously told you (a while ago) - it sounds like he probably does, he's going to be paying more attention to you than stuff like that. And he's human, too, I imagine, so I bet he can understand things like family and other random out-of-your-control things. He has them in his life, too. We all do